ferris wheel + tutorial

argghhh ..

tomorrow there will be my group's presentation for the modern world history as for the tutorial and we got the task of the reformation on the effect in the political and social view..

and i was like dumb *** as i was like clueless whenever i refer to the book..it was like the language beyond my standard and i was like reading crap as theres nothing that i can understand..geeze man

but then we have to present within 10minutes/member..

hurm hopefully i can finish my slides by this evening and well-prepared so that i wont look

silly for the questionnaire session...

for the god sake,i will make sure that those who ask me ton of questions they will

pay for it as i will make sure i reply their favour..hahaha

[evil me talking anyway]

neway another thing is

i feel like my confident lavel are too poor till

i dont have any guts to speak in front other

in term of using english as the medium..

hahah..

i was like being cynical ,comment on the others

but then whenever it comes to my part i was like

shit man,wht if im dont some error..talking crap..or perhaps i have mental block

in order to find a word to be used???

neway i think my english is too bad whenever it comes to oral or even writing since

theres few person that told me sometimes they cant even clarify what am talking about

and they was like act like they do understand what am talking about

for instance,last lecture for politics of southeast asia

i did ask 2questions to a group that present bout singapore..

and they was like clueless on what im asking for

and even ask me to repeat my question and other was like

ask me to ask in malay..i was like

does my english that bad???

ouch man,hopefully i have guts to speak english ...

in the state of gloomy

yesterday i went back to my hometown to meet my parents and grab some stuff together with company my friend to renew his license..then around 8 kita org sampai kachi a.k.a my college..sampai je college one of my friend told me that., that evening theres a guy kna sampuk or something like that..meracau sampai jatuh gaung..then kita org just abaikan cmtuh je since die pun xtawu in details but then at night masa kita org nk makan one of our friend was the witness yg tgk n tlg masa kejadian..katanya dak tuh da dmam 3hari then bila badan lemah tuh die pun kna tumpang,then nk dijadikan cite roomie die masuk bilik n was like wonder why that guy duduk bertinggung sowang2 di penjuru katil..and then si roomie tanya dak tuh knal x sape die and that guy answer him correcty but then bila je si roomie ni nk solat terus dak tuh kind of meracau..and then bila sowang pakcik yg pandai berubat nih g bilik terus die restless n katanya dpt lari dari pakcik tuh,then nuju ke gaung dkt ngan blok b n terjun..

but then dak tuh masih leh bangun n bejalan lg mcm nk nuju ke hutan but somehow berenti kt tepi sungai n duduk bertinggung bila pakcik tuh pegi kt die n tanya nk apa,die ckp die tanak apa cuma nk balik..then ramai org turun bila pakcik tuh panggil n suh pegang die,itu pun masih xdpt grab him well..n tetiba die ckp,'ujang xsalah ujang xbunuh org'..

then dorang dpt bawa naik ke atas dak tuh n bawa ke office utk cuba kuarkan that 'ujang' tp xbjaya n then bawa g ke pusat kesihatan universiti but then he been proceed to general hospital n by 9pm kita org dpt berita that guy da meninggal..
urm masih terngiang2 ayat 'ujang xsalah,ujang xbunuh org'...
apepun minta maaf kalo entry kali neh menyinggung perasaan sesape yg mungkin terlibat secara lansung atau xlansung...
bagi mana2 muslimin yg baca entry ini harap dpt sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada arwah..

am fcukin tired

huh at last i feel like wanna update my blog
geeze am trying to finish my assignment for the structure's paper
but then its drive me crazy,its fcukin annoying when i cant find any material
regarding the topic given

our topic is ' perlembagaan persekutuan merupakan undang2 tertinggi di malaysia,mana2 undang2 yg berlawanan dgn perlembagaan akan terbatal setakat yg berlawanan,berdasarkan petikan di atas berikan kesahihan undang2 yang berlawanan dengan perlembagaan dan menyekat hak individu spt akta kementerian dlm negeri,1960; akta polis,1967; akta hasutan,1971'..and i was like look after the police act n i cant find any...

as for the cases,they drive me crazy thou
hopefully i manage to settle this assignment very soon..

wheres the fire??

hari neh sgt best dlm idup aku..reason??hah apa lagi sini aku nk gebang..heheh
tapi ak nk war2 kan dulu ye post neh bertahan utk 2hari je atau maybe sehari ..pastu?? will be delete atas reason avoid from being charged

neway td ak ngan kekawan 4org lg kuar dri kampus nk masuk kampus dlm sbb nk tgk battle of the band but then berenti makan dulu jap..n then terus masuk dalam,sampai je pintu masuk kna tahan sowang staff u.k n kn soal staff atau student right after he know that we are student terus kna henti keta,kwn ak lan yg drive keta kna amik matrix card then terus dpt lovely ticket a.k.a saman... heheh menarik kan??kebetulan ada satu gang lagi student chinese yg nk kete kna tahan atas sbb sama tp just tunjuk kad tp xkna saman

bodo kan???kwn ak yg xpuas hati,si piji terus soal staff uk nape kita org kna saman dorang x??terus die ckp g tanya baju putih kalo ade apa2 yg xpuas hati die pegawai atasan saya..korang igt k apa aku ckp neh..terus kita org soal mamat baju putih knapa leh jd cmtuh..die tanya kita org awak nampak x apa sy wat tadi??saya check kete kan?so saya xtawu itu pegawai dlm pos nye tugas..n piji xpuas hati terus ckp xadil la sbb kita org kna saman dorang x..mana keadilan??terus die marah die ckp saya xtawu itu bukan tugas saya,kata piji tp die bawah awak kan? terus si mejar yg hebat neh angin sbb disapa dgn awak instead of encik ...dgn megah, bloody hell..apa yg awak ckp td?? awak 1st degree patotnye xkurang ajar cmni,leh berpikir..n piji da mcm nk bertumbuk..

ak watpe?? terus ak jd mr.diplomat dan masuk campur..encik,cite die camni..kita org da kna saman then kebetulan ade satu geng student nek kete berenti gk kn tahan atas alasan sama tp dorang xkna saman..kwn sy neh just xpuas hati kita org kna tp dorang x n terus ckp ngan staff uk tuh tp die suh kita org ckp ngan encik katanya kalo ada apa2 xpuas hati terus jumpa yg baju putih die pegwai atasan saya..bukannye kita org nk persoalkan encik ke apa..

terus die melenting die ckp die masih xtawu die wat keje len..die marah sbb kita soal die nape leh jd sdangkan kita org da explain yg staff tuh suh jumpa die..lagi xpaham ngan aku nye explanation n bila kwan ak ckp xpuas hati terus die ckp kalo awak persoal juga saya boleh bawa awk ke biro tatatertib sbb menyoal kuasa saya..terus die minta matrix card si piji n my fren refused to do so then die ckp saya larang awak masuk kawasan kampus..
malas nk gado kita org gerak n kuar dri main campus head to changlun..

the best part dlm 30minutes cmtuh kita org gerak balik kampus kachi(out campus) n kita org kn tahan lg n lesen si lan kna minta n rupa2 da mati n kna saman lagi skali n lan query kn saman lagi ke?? thanks god yg neh staff ok leh bawa bincang n die explain n kita org leh terima die tanya xbg lesen ke td kt main entrance n kita org jawab dah tp die terlepas pandang..
n tetiba that mejar datang kachi n masuk
n tetiba leh terpacak kat pondok u.k kaci n tgk kita org..kita org wt bodo n nk masuk terus die ckp ngan piji knapa awak ikut dorang??kan saya da larang awak dri masuk..n si sidik soal nape die xleh masuk??that M cakp sbb die gagal tunjuk matrix card n sy xdpt pastikan die student ke x..sidik tanya,nape die sorang encik minta nape kita org xkn,die ckp itu urusan saya ngan die awak jgn masuk campur..skang bg matrix card awak..terus sidik ckp tanak saya tanak bagi,terus M ckp awak semua xleh masuk..tetiba ade pakcik tua neh dtg n ckp sapa yg kurang ajaq td??keras kepala sgt mai sini bagi aku..bertaun ak keja kat sini xjumpa lagi student kurang ajaq,keras kepala..hampa kna igt bodo2 ak keja kat sini pun ampa kn igt gak ampa pandai dapat masuk u pun lum tentu ampa leh dpt keja nanti...

tetiba dorang call unit penyiasatan tuk siasat kita org n ak n kekawan xleh masuk kampus..unit siasatan dtg n amik matrix card sume org ..kwn ak piji da kol abg die yg keje ngan SPR* as an officer n aku kol ayah ak..ayah ak ckp biar je dorang amik tindakan tata tertib,cabar dorang n then ayah ak ckp kita naik court jumpa kat mahkamah..

then gi unit siasatan kita org kna bg statement by oral then written..baru abih cite heboh kita org kna panggil n katanya pegawai SPR* dtg..da jd kes besar katanya..that officer was piji`s broth n kita org da pening makin besar plak issue..then u.k ckp nk wat police report and so on..n my parents keep calling me whether im in my room atau still ngan unit siasatan,my mum told me that both of them want to come here and will hired a lawyer..
but then ak ckp da setel sbb xnk pjg citer..my mom pun cool down..n then kita org bg written statemnt n gerak balik dlm kol 2something kes jd kol 9 something..gila kan????

kes jd sbb that M xpaham2 apa yg kita org cuba sampaikan n that bloody hell word mmg sgt kurang ajar kot...

skng kita org just wait n see, i was like looking for the auku book and perlembagaan universiti,if they want to play with the facts then i will give them facts..

new day

the new day is coming..another day has past,another year,another month,minute, and second..
today it takes bella and me only to go to our class as our mate,aisya has changed into law..hurm its very kind of her to consider to change into law as i thought she has getting along with intaff,aisya once tell me that she has no idea what is intaff,in term of the course itself or even the job prospect till she reckon that by taking intaff she just qualified for the clerk position..and thats freak her out..anyway my fren tell me that we have some problem with our time table as the system dint pick up the new changes that we have done.even worse they not even process all the form that we gave thou it have the lecturer`s signature..geeze men,it freaking moron kinda drives me crazy as we should been tell earlier of this matter,hopefully we are not being barred as we already skipped few class since we thought that we already change the class..for the god sake hopefully everything will be settle out by today..

need to clarify???

hurm,i wonder how many person have read my blog so far..
it such a mistake when i take off that so called traffic thing which happen to records those trackers that visit my page.. anyway theres something that i have to clarify at the moment..
bout 3days ago i`ve met one of my group member for the ecom,and the interesting part is she takin law in here..then she somehow ask me wether ive wrote bout law students and kind of insulted them in here..and its kind of interesting to me thou as i have no idea that somehow theres number of people that track my blog and read all the posting that ive done and the best part is the reason they track my blog cause they know bout 1 of the posting that somehow have to do with them..

well frankly said,all the post that ive posted in here is kind my point of view regarding what is happening around me,and that posting were posted when i was in my 1st sem and at the moment i barely know any law student,and it was our perception towards them cause its not like we are not trying to make friend with them but we being rejected if i may say..but then i think u guys have to admit [ to whom it may concern ] most of u are belong to a group n barely mix with others..

besides,its true that ive heard some law student talking crap bout other regarding their course and their pointer for the exam let it be stpm or whatever what not..its kind like underestimate others and its not acceptable thou..
but then i have to clarify that, it kind of mistake when i choose to post that entry before try harder to make friend with them or even mention that it was point out to certain people only..im not saying that all the law student are evil or means whatever what not,but then theres number which happen to be good and can get a long with others..as for me,from the ecom i find that some of them can really be my friend..i even know some of them who are humble and kind of modest in their own way..neway whatever it is im sorry if my previous entry drive u crazy and start the fire..

anyway this entry have been write by me not because i am afraid of my fault or my view but then i think i have to clarify that i maybe give a bad perception towards all of them thou it might happen because of the minority and to those who already make friend with me and show ur true colour im askin for ur apologies and sorry if that post make harm to u guys...after all im not saying that im super good but we are just equal..

sorry..

p.s// no heart feeling

its coming???

hurm believe it or not new semester is coming, bye2 1st semester and welcome 2nd semester..time flew away too fast,i havent thought that it takes a very fast track in order to finish a semester..

somehow i just finished my 1st semester and already have the result

for the first exam ever..

guess i can`t mess with time no more..

have to take more serious and never take it for granted....1st semester teach me well

so many things i lernt from a short moment,lot of

fight,lot of friends,

study the emotion/attitude of my friends,starting to know their true colours

meet some true friends and some backstabber,thus teach me a good lesson thou

aside from that

new year is coming man,hurm i wonder

does a resolution is practical nowdays??it was like everytime i came out with

my new resolution,a goal or something to be achieved it turn out to be vice versa

it never work for me man.. or perhaps it was me who never give a try to make it real????

hahahahahha..whatever what not today,i have my goal that i will make sure that i will achieved and score it ..with that sayonara...

what happen?

One of my buddy ask me when will i post my new entry??its kind of bored thou since i dont have any idea to post,however somehow i remember something that being play on my mind for quite sometimes..its about my college,uum to be exact..well recently one of my friend which already work ask me what im doing now as we kind of lost contact and i just tell him that im doing my degree in uum in international affairs management,and he was like wondering why am i choosing uum??and i was like cause thats exactly what i been offered thou im applied for other than uum.then he reveal something to me bout uum,he said that graduated from uum hardly get a job from the employer and being unemployed(well i believe it depends on ur luck nowadays,pointer or achievement in ur study itself wont guarantee u a job).

but then he tell me that one of his niece did apply for the KPLI but she being rejected for three times and he is wonder why thats happening to her,then he brought her to the ministry and try to query bout this..and the minister people tell him that the standard of the education in uum are not compatible,i mean it didnt achieve the standard that required and he give me some example. Let say that if uum offered mathematics like other u do,however the syllabus is different in certain ways as if others required three stages in the syllabus but in uum theres only one stage that been offered to the the students thus it only teach the students the basic of the study compared to other students in other university,he said thats exactly what he being told by the ministry people..

even worse,few days later my father tell me that one of his friend which happen to be the principal in mara junior science college tell him that mara didnt take the graduated from the uum to be one the educator in mjsc and am not sure if its include all the institute under mara or not..but then it proves that uum graduated is not really required by the employer in the market..thus i wondering does it true regarding what ive heard??since uum is one of the government`s university but then why this is happening??does it something to do with the system??i mean the standard of the education itself that provided in uum or it have to do with something else??? anyway,wheres the fire???

ponnn ponnnn

heh at last new sem is coming,it takes 6days till i start my new sem..am just finish my family vacation,guess it can call as a family vacation since all the family member was there..hehehe

right after i finish my short course in campus i went to kl with my family to attend my cousin`s weddin,we stayed in cheres with my sis..huh it was YES man,i cant resist to buy few stuff that i think reasonable for me..hahaha bought few long sleaves for my lectures and of course few tee and a flip flop,even better i even ask a giordano sweater from my sis..hahahah,went to genting with my coursemate muiz..

its freaking kwel thou since we lernt so many things there..hahaha both of us never been there,we just took the package provided and went there..so many games that we tried and yeah roller coster is not one of the crazy game ever,it was that flying thing that drive me crazy since we have to lay on that thing and it really crazy since i was like thinking that we gonna fall apart and died..hahahha geeze,ride that long journey cable car at night which happen that we dont have to do so since the bus waiting at the top of the hill while we went to the downhill..gila meh...its freakin creepy hahaha... then before we straight home we went to cameron since my mom refused to go to trg,overnight in cameron and enjoy our day there..

yet,today theres 6days to go till i register for my 2nd semester..hahah kinda bored thou,but glad that can meet my fellas again :P

wheres the fire

i keep thinking of what ppl have said bout me as im kind of show off etc and im thinking does it my fault regarding what happened between my friend and i,hurm i was like i dont give a damn on what ppl say bout me but sometimes i take it serious as i wonder why on earth they have to blame on me on something that i really cant see as showing off,perhaps its their responsibility or job to correct me so that they wont hurt me..

yet it is hurt when someone who i believe could be my friend indeed betray me by hiding it and reveal all the bad things that ppl keep saying bout me when he mad at me,it was unethic to do such thing i cant believe that he could hide something like that from me as i thought he would help me correct me whenever im wrong..

then i went to a facebook and i went to his page and what a suprise when i saw theres a shout out by him saying that its hard to have a friends who love to showing off..and it was on public,im thinking whether it was for me or perhaps to others,but it is related to the text that he sent to me,again he attack me silently.

how on earth he could do that??i know im not kind of religious but i believe he is,he one the fasi in the muslimin`s club which always conduct ppl to the right think always advised people,he keep show us the video clip and the pictures of his friend which also joined the same club and he keep telling us what they have done,they already fasi the university student while he was in high school and the uni student call them abg etc,he tell us bout his lifestyle which include that his teacher give him a car as transportation throughout the form six and how the childrens of the teacher asked him to have a slow talk with their father to be more relax on them instead of too strict,bout the teacher brought him on vacation,bout a perfect which happen worked at his exam hall while he sat for the stpm asked for his no and they become closer and the guy always bring him out whenever he is free..

yet he could say that im showing off,i wonder does he relize that everything that he told us kind off too?for god sake why on earth u have to call ur friend in front of us and asked him to join u in the national jamboree that will conducted by u?? does it really matter to stress out that u a project director and ur teacher just waiting for u to do the jamboree. ok i get a picture it was like without u there will be no jamboree and u kind of important for the club..

but what hurts me the most is when i was chat to my friend in his room and while we are talking i saw that he passed the phone to another friend of us and suddenly they ran out of the room and laughing and again they talk bout me why not u just asked me to stop it as u guys are tired with my big talk.it was freaking easy yet u guys do like that and i wonder if the thing that u guys have done accepted??

geeze for god sake plz remember that speaking without thinking is shooting without aim..how come u can see my mistake but cant see yours???