afiE : On3 0f A K1nd

ignore the ignorant

2011-04-27T03:13:00.001-07:00

am done with mpp thingy, yesterday i have a meeting in the senate room.. we were arguing and dealing with the standing order of majlis perundingan mahasiswa UUM (which theoretically known as parlimen mahasiswa), it was among the MPP itself and the president of DPP (dpp stands for dewan penginapan pelajar a.k.a student residential hall)

well, everyone was agreed on having all the MPPs as the MP of the house, together with the president of DPP and some of president from the student soc. but truthly, its fucking annoying to see those MPs who never think of the student but themselves. damn! idk what is their motive of joining the mpp when they have no guts on speaking on the behalf of the student. but what i hate the most is when the tydp trying to overshadow the ydp, damn! look for urself la moron. u were saying that "we mpp should know whats mpp stand for" "what is kebajikan pelajar we should concern the most" "stop being rhetoric and walk the talk and bla bla bla.." but then, u just bullshitt around!!

yesterday it was clear, when tydp were against the mpp and try to win the presidents of dpp. not to mention that everything he said was trying to win the HEP officers. i bet he try to show that he's damn good! damn u are not HEP representatives council, so stop like being like one u JERK.

and truly, i will not stop now when i already walk half way. prepared urself to deal with the real me.

it is hot?

2011-04-22T12:50:00.000-07:00

hello there, am back on the track (after giving up on blogging).. hell yeah, still figure out on how can i sharpen my writing skill so that it doesnt sounds boring at all ;D

as right now i fell like writing about what is happening quite recently..
quite recently my campus issues has been aired out by the media regarding the taxes and the water issue which happen to be the hot topic for now, from the statement given by the ministry to the feedback of the MB and the interview between the src and the press (src stand for students representative council btw). its quite clichéd to see those thing arise after the pru in sarawak. and as right now student was like blaming the src for giving out the statement on the behalf of the administration. i personally did not agree when the src choose to give the statement to the press cause it was out of our jurisdiction and it was something to do with the federal and the state government, but still when the HEP is refused to do so, we have to take the responsibility by giving the statement on the behalf of student. its not like we provoking any party, in fact we are not blaming anyone in this case, we just hope that nobody will try to used us in order to solve this matter.

i personally believe that this problem should not be raised up at the very beginning. come one,it was clear that both government and states have their own jurisdiction. the jurisdiction is basically has been divided into three groups which known as senarai kerajaan pusat, senarai kerajaan negeri, and senarai bersama and i bet most of us are aware of this. to those who are responsible in this matter should do their work and stop buljitting(bullshit) other

MPP101 for dummies

2011-03-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

this posting, MPP101 i tribute to my cabinet members,MPP UUM which happen to be dumb for what mpp is about. it must be something wrong with me or perhaps it was them that have to be clear on what is the meaning of mpp and what is mpp itself? it such a mental torture to see those who proudly hold the MT tittles using their power aggressively and abusive that power by saying bullshit and talking crap to the EXCO's whenever they have such pressure of being mpp

1st of all, am sick when those so-called mpp always had a meeting on what event mpp should attend, what attire we should wore, what project we will running for this semester. it is insane, like bloody insane when u as a mpp should bring up the issues instead but u choose to call a meeting for those crap!!

2nd i hate when those who still in the 2nd semester and 3rd semester show their superiority to those in their 4th semester, act live they know everything and people should listen to them just because they are MT. oh damn! how on earth u can be that stupid, please realize that the MT position were given to u by the voting from the exco itself, so plz stop the bullshit right now. its funny to see a moron like u talking crap and believe that it is what it is..

3rd do remind urself that as MPP u should bring the issue that students concern the most, what u should do is to find the solution for every issue that student have bring up to u. stop thinking about what event should u attend, what project u should run and such. those can be run by the society itself and the jkps.. plz be more serious la u moron..

nah, this is what mpp really is.. do read by urself and do

understand the article my dear friend!!

realiti atau fantasi??? kenyataan adalah sesuatu yg pasti

2011-03-12T08:31:00.000-08:00

lately hidup makin struggle, chaos, way too complicated.. reason? sbb dh jd mpp.. padahal xde la nampak mcm wat keje sgt, tapi tah la.. bila dh mula ponteng kelas maka fighting spirit pun dh mula menurun, demmit! hopefully i'll find my snaity back.. supaya xmenyesal di kemudian hari.. malas dh mula jadi sahabat baik, paling akrab indeed..

ouh, tetiba terasa henda mengupdate semula blog yg dh lama bersawang. jd mpp semua kna baik. tingkahlaku, kata2, attitude.. semua org pandang.. tapi.. it is what it is, kalau dh mmg idup suka cursing around, maka xdpt la nk lari dari hobi yg maha rapat tuh.. tapi dh makin kurang, at least cursing lagi sopan bunyi dia dari mencarut kan.. hehe

ouh yeah, lately juga makin menyampah dgn org bermuka2.. ouh man, such an attention seeker. xsalah kalau nk kan perhatian, but go to the right channel plz or else dont ask why if one day, out of nowhere u get a slap from someone.. yeh, jgn la nk express masalah mcm kau sorang je ada masalah. wtf man? semua manusia kat dunia neh ada masalah. org kaya kau tgk je nampak happy and such sbb idup mewah, tapi kau tahu ke apa dorang rasa? what if anak dia tuh asyik kna tinggal je ngan parents.. so be reasonable la sket kawan. penat la, jemua pun ada.. cite masalah mcm dia sorang je yg ada.. part paling best, semua org kna faham dia.. semua org kna tahu dia.. kau ada plak inisiatif nk amik tahu pasal org kan??? len kali org ckp, org tegur, amik perhatian.. jgn nk bajek sgt. mcm la kau hebat sgt.. pastu bila org dh mula jauh, mula duk canang org lari sbb kau ada masalah.. itu lah lumrah dunia, itulah sahabat masa senang..

wakluuuuuu..!!!! ce pk, ce pk.. masa kau "senang" tuh, kau ada ke tolong kekawan kau time dorang tgh tolong kau tuh? xcukup dgn tuh keje nk wat org nyampah ngan kau.. bila org dh tolong tuh cuba2 le belajar ckp terima kasih.. susah sgt ke macha nk say thanks??? demmit, ayat xnk kalah plak kan.. bila org ckp kau semua tahu, konon xpnah melawan tp bila org ckp keje menjawab.. apa ka bodo kau neh.. menjawab tuh bukan melawan ka macha??? ke ak yg xpandai bahasa melayu? al maklum la, spm sampai stpm bm ak xpnah nk excellent sgt.. haisshhh

ouh yeh, bukan setakat belajar ckp terima kasih.. belajar utk tanya diri sendiri kenapa org dh mula muak ngan kita.. konon org tuh kurang ajar, org neh biadab.. what the fish????? org tegur cara berhemah pun deria pendengaran kau xberapa nk effective, camne org tak sound.. itu pun deria pendengaran kau ttp bebal kan.. lebih baik org kurang sopan ngan kau depan2, dari org bermuka2 tikam kau dari belakang.. tak cukup ngan tuh, semua benda kau cite kat org kan.. kaki canang terbaik mmg sesuai ngan kau.. bukan men cite kat org neh "dia tuh mulut jahat la, kurang ajar la", cite kat org tuh "dia suka jatuhkan ak, suka condemn ak".. dey macha! pk sama kenapa org wat camtuh, supaya nk kau sedar!! muka2 betol la kau neh.. haishhh, penat ak.. jgn sampai ak minta undi "kita bako jeeee..." kau tuh... -.-"

bosan macam tenuk

2011-02-10T08:26:00.001-08:00

wello peeps!!! how are u???

mine was super!!! bloody superb.. lo

ok, ak bosan!! bosan tahap tenuk yg nk beranak xberanak sbb pending

ngan sakit perut nk beranak dan sakit perut biasa.. korang faham x neh??

demmit..

urm, ak ada beli jam!!! yeahh.. btw bukan ak be

li ar

tp ayah ak belikan.. hak2.. bertuah bdn dpt gak own new watch from fossil

then bila ak kaji2 balik baru aku perasan yg banyak barang2 ak sumer kaler itam

dari ke lappy hingga ke phone seterus jam.. not to mention the outfit i wore

ok korang perasan x posting neh makin mengarut??

sbbnya ak bosan!!! tapi xtau camne nk ngupdate blog dgn jayanya

hahaha.. demmit!!!

ouh3.. neh gambar brg2 ak

(infamous fossil tat i told yeh)

(itam kan!!)

btw, sebelum nk ending posting yg merepek lagi kerepek neh

kwn ak ada mintak ak iklankan satu page dkt fb neh..

korang lawat2 la yeh.. lol

http://www.facebook.com/pages/WE-R-UUM-Bloggers/193663563996348

vacation [my chiang mai-chiang rai-laos-bangkok trip (part1)

2010-12-23T07:11:00.001-08:00

ok seminggu ak xde kat muka bumi malaysia sbbnya ak gi jejalan.. hihihi travel by van like the real backpacking trip.. siyes penat tp puas, plan asal kita org nk ke thailand-burma-laos tp jadinya chiang mai-chiang rai-laos-bangkok.. not to mention tat golden triangle ;))

ak malas nk cite panjang tp ak bg gambor je la ye ;))

ular vs mangkuk tandas (fobia)

2010-12-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

ok, korang ade x fobia/trauma yg kelakar tp nakutkan??

ak ada ha.. skali dgr mcm kelakar tp sumpah menakutkan kot.. smapai skang ak duk terbawak2

paling best, fobia ak dkt toilet dan mangkuk tandas.. hamik kau, GRAND kan ak punya fobia (dlm kepala, eeuuuuwwwww!!!) hahahahha...

ok,kesah nya camneh.. ada skali tuh ak ngan fb-walking dkt fb kekawan ak, skali ada sowang mamat neh upload wall pic mangkuk tandas.. yg bes kat mangkuk tandas tuh ak nampak something .. ak pun click la, skali ak tgk ade ular cobra kau duk semunyi dlm tuh.. ak dh mcm BAB* punya ulor, sumpah ak geli ngan ular even ak lahir tahun haiwan neh.. dh geli pastu takut plak kan

mmg great combination la, tp katanya itu umah kwn dia ar, dia just letak gambar nk kekawan yg lain hati2..

since tat day... kalau ak masuk toilet ak mesti flush dulu, xpun ak curah air.. paling x kalau reptilia tuh ada, dia terus kna tarik dik air pegi ke loji pembentungan kan..

cuakk kot!!! .. jap ak upload gambar sekeping.. ak dh gel

i2 masa donlod gambor neh *pukingg

p.s/ cuba korang google gambor ular dlm mangkuk tandas.. siap ade cite ular sawa lagi keluar mangkuk tandas, sumpah ngeri!!!!

batu belah batu bertangkup???

2010-12-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

haaa.. amik kau, sumpah suspen kan tajuk utk posting ak kali neh..

al kisahnya, ini batu belah batu bertangkup versi moden ar.. :(

smalam, satu malam ak xdpt tido.. bukan masalah insomnia tp masalahnya petang tuh

ak dh terbongkang tido sampai lajak maghrib, sgt baik kan ak neh -.-"

pastu pg td parents ajak kuar bekpes, kepala ak dh tingtong2 neh.. gagah juga la jalan g bekpes..

pastu balik pfttttt..!!, terus tido..

then dpt kol dari mak, suh panaskan balik gulai udang smalam..

ak panaskan n ak naik atas balik, terus lesap. tido balik!!!!

sekali ak terjaga ak igt gulai!! ak lari g dapur berasap cakap kau.. itam gulai tuh, kering!!!

terus satu rumah bau hangit..

dlm kepala ak bukan takat cuak je ar, terus teringat cite batu belah batu bertangkup!!!

jenuh la nk wat muka innocent dpn mak kejap lagi :((

(crime scene1: segera ak on kipas dkt dining hall)

(crime scene2: terus buka sliding door!!)

(crime scene3: sliding door+on fan!!)

(crime scene utama: buka tingkap, on benda alah fan yg dkt tmpat masak tuh -.-")

(hasil gulai yg dipanaskan!!, hangit sgt terus ak buh dlm sinki n taruh air :( )

(lagi bukti!!!!)

GLEE - Baby, It's Cold Outside (Full Performance from 12/7)

2010-12-12T10:17:00.000-08:00

okey.. ak dh start cuti, as in literally.. lol

bebudak u len of course la dah lama cuti kan.. tp kita org budak uum baru je start cuti

sbabnya exam kita org tunda ar since uum affected dgn banjir harituh

so apa ak dh wat so far selama ak cuti neh??

hah, ak donlod GLEE, 2nd season.. dari ep1 sampai la the current ep.

am such a big fan of this tv musical drama.. so cool kot, ak xpnah plak nk follow high school musical

tp drama neh sgt something, banyak lagu lelama n current yg ak xpnah nk minat

ak boleh minat bila tgk drama neh.. and one of the latest song yg dorang covered utk current episode was "baby, its cold outside" so guys.. take a look, a peek or whatever it called ;))

*judge the talent sudeyy ;)))

perihal accent [melayu vs english]

2010-12-11T23:23:00.000-08:00

haaaaaa....

post kali neh ak nk cite pasal english.. english as in communication yer adik2.. bukan culture,bukan literature,bukan juga pasal ketamadunan dorang..

skang neh, semua kecoh bi tuh penting la, bi tuh gini la, gitu la..

tapi ak paling xleh paham kenapa typical malays suka sgt nk labeling neh, teringin sgt kot keje kat supermarket??? haiyooo.. bila kita dengan je ada yg berbahasa inggeris dlm kalangan kita

mula la nk pandang smacam,mula nk pk negative..xckup dgn tuh, terus jd bahan GOSIP HARI INI. tol x???

betol.. ak sendiri penah kena, ak xcakap la bi ak neh hebat. ak pun tahu bi ak setakat mana, yang pasti kalau kwn ak baca posting ak yg dlm bahasa inggeris neh mesti dorang ckp dorang xdpt pick up apa yg ak ckp.. hazab sgt ak dgr komen mcm tuh, kekadang kelakar gila.. ak ckp bahasa yg ak paham sendiri.. hamik kau!! bukan broken english lagi dh, terus jadi afies english.. mampu?? hahahahhaah...

hidup kat kampus ak malas nk masuk campur sgt, mostly ak mingle dgn ak punya group of belonging which means i barely know those ppl in campun thou kita org neh satu batch ar..

n kebetulannya kekawan yg ak lepak neh leh tahan dorangnya interest.. kaki yg suka accent, merepek dlm bi, curse dlm bi.. sampaikan org len bleh ada prejudice plak ngan kita org, hamik kau.. prejudice katanya!!!

dalam ak xknal org, xkacau org.. leh plak ak dgr org duk ngate2 belakang ak.. ckp ak sombong la, ak memilih kwn.. nk kawan yg pepandai,hebat2 je.. ak kwn dgn a sebab dianya bi gempak, ak kwn ngan b sbb dia anak org berada.. ak mcm -.-"

part paling best plak, bila ada antara kita yg bi dia bajek hebat konon bagus gila tapi jenis nk jatuhkan org. bila dgr org ckp bi dia dgn bangganya nk ketawakan org tuh konon pronunciation salah, sebutan ke laut, terlalu melayu bagai.. ak sgt la xpaham, kalo ko speak british dgr the truth british xpe gak.. ini ko speak british pun ak dgr melayu gak.. tetap nk jatuhkan org lain kan -.-"

padahal, bila ak baca news.. ada je artikel yg ckp berdasarkan kajian kat sana, org2 kat sana yg mmg native speaker xde pun nk ketawakan accent malays, chinese, indian.. dorang xkisah pun kalau org lain xboleh ckp bi dgn sebetol2 accent. sebabnya?? sebabnya senang je sbb dorang consider apa yg org bukan english ckp neh as one of the accents yg exist dkt dunia.. snang je. still, kita ttp nk jatuhkan org sendiri kan??? sumpah ak xpaham -.-"

p.s/ dgr cite, kajian yg dibuat dkt u.k kenal pasti yg org asia terutamanya malaysia boleh menulis,bercakap dgn menggunakan bahas inggeris yg betol berbanding native speaker tuh sendiri.. apacer tuh???

masa tak dapat di undur

2010-12-11T07:28:00.000-08:00

"sesetengah pekara yg kita buat mungkin akan jd penyesalan utk diri kita kelak, mungkin juga akan jadi kebangaan diri kita di kemudian hari.. "

few days ago, ak kehilangan seorang kawan.. kehilangan dia mungkin ak xrasa mcm org lain rasa, tapi peningallan dia penuh dgn kesesalan utk diri ak.. betol, jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut, ketentuan Allah. maut xknal masa, xknal umur, xknal tempat, xknal bangsa, xknal siapa.

rasa mcm baru semalam ak check result upu and dpt offer utk futher degree, rasa mcm baru semalam je kna basuh dgn senior waktu orentasi.. tp semua tuh kejap je lalu, sedar xsedar ak dh pun habis semester 3, dah separuh jalan utk aknya 2nd year as a student.. dlm tempoh waktu tuh, banyak benda ak dh buat. ada yg membanggakan ada gak yg menyedihkan.. tapi, kita belajar dari kesilapan kan. harap2 ak belajar dari kesilapan.

ak ada knal seorang budak neh, kita org kwn dlm pertengahan semester 1, ak xknal nama dia tp ak panggil dia instun sbb ak nampak dia pakai tag tali yg ada tulis instun.. rupanya dia pernah keja dkt situ masa tunggu result. perkenalan kita org bermula ngan sarcastic. ak mencelah dlm perbualan kekawan ak pasal dunia politik malaysia, kata budak intaff kan..haruslah kita org pandai politik..hahahah kononnya.. dia mencelah dgn panggil ak politikus, since tat day kita org mula sembang dan mula knal. makin lama makin rapat.. ak g kelas ngan dia, gi makan ngan dia

n tetiba kita org ada satu isu yg buat ak ngan dia terus xtegur sape. sampaikan ke hari neh ak xtegur ngan dia. tegur kita org bila perlu. kesian, gado kita org buat kwn2 rapat kita org pun terasa. dorang plak berbelah bagi bila nk lepak sama. antara ak atau dia..hurmm

24/11/2010- paper pertama kita org utk final, paper malaysia foreign policy.. ak masuk hall n tetiba dia duk dpn meja ak, dia dtg lambat n pengawas pegi meja dia tanya kekalau dia nk jawab kat tempat lain, ended up dia jwb dkt tempat lain sbb dia xtahan sejuk..demam.

esok tuh ak nk gi library, ak nampak dia kna papah dpn office, nk gi hospital.. n esoknya ak dgr cite dia masuk icu, too many complexion to tell.. jangkitan kuman dlm darah, hati bernanah and such.. tp dgr cite dia dh kritikal. dlm hati ak, ak rasa nk pergi melawat.. tp ak ego mungkin

sampai la habis paper, dia ttp xsit for final exam.. tunda katanya. mfp satu2nya paper yg dia amik sem neh, pagi smalam ak dpt kol dri kwn ak. katanya dia dh kritikal.. masuk icu, percentage utk survived was 50:50. ak text kekawan lain bg tau ttg condition dia.. xsampai 30mins ak dpt kol lg. 2nd call, ak dpt tau yg dia dh xde. kwn ak nangis masa bg tau ak, ak plak diam je.. ak jd blur. ak cuma mampu text kekawan yg lain mintak utk disedekahkan fatihah dkt dia. semua org sedih, kekawan baik ak yg baik dgn dia sgt affected.. ak xtau nk ckp apa, ak xnangis. tp ak ralat, ak jadi blur.. ak xtau apa yg patot ak rasa, ak patot nangis? ak patot sedih? ak patot nyesal? ak blur..

ptg tuh, kwn ak text.. dia baru habis exam n dia dpt tau yg sahabat kita org dh xde, dia ckp dia xhenti nangis, skali lagi ak terasa, ak neh bukan kwn yg baik ke? kenapa ak xnangis?

ak cuba tenangkan dia.. ak cuma tahu tenangkan dia, xlama lepas tuh ak dpt msg dri dia..

dia ckp..

"okie yg, please i tamo sape2 tinggalkan i lg. so here i nk ckp i love u syg. i xnk u pun tinggalkan i cm arwah. so jg diri u ek"

urm kita org 4org penah jadi kawan rapat, lepak sama.. melawak sama.. sebabkan ak ngan dia ada isu, terus hubungan rapat tuh dh mula rengang n semua org affected. skang, dia dh pegi n ak xsempat nk mintak maaf. dia seorang kawan yang baik. tapi sayang ak xpnah jadi kwn yg baik utk dia.. urm, ak doakan dia sentiasa dipelihara Allah masa dia kat sana nanti, ak maafkan segala kesilapan yg dia pnah wat n ak halalkan semua perkara yg berkaitan dgn dia.. ak tahu bende neh dh terlambat. tp ak harap dia maafkan ak.

" we are not perfect, any of us. we make mistake,we screw up but then we forgive and we move foward.."

sayangnya, ak maafkan dia dlm diam.. dan ak move foward tanpa effort utk berkawan balik dgn dia..

kepada sesape yg baca posting neh, ak mintak budi baik korang utk sedekahkan al-fatihan utk arwah. semoga dia ditempatkan di kalangan org2 beriman. amin.

a dream ..

2010-11-15T05:11:00.000-08:00

hurm, i love beaches.. i love beaches like hell

like seriously. for me, the most peaceful place ever that can chill me are the beaches.

and i do love the facts that you can chill urself at night by having a camp fire and stay there for hours and do nothing. still, it would warmth u and chill urself..

besides, i used to dream of spent time with the love one at the beach..

let it be day or night.. it doesnt matter as long as i can spent my time with that person..

play the sand, walking along the seaside, play the water, holding hand and such at night..

what a romantic dream ever.. still, it was a dream..

how i wish i had experienced those dream.. spent the quality time to the fullest before anything happen.

so that i wont regret the next day..

too bad, my ego and me being selfish has ended up everything

and dream remain as a dream...

Love story; tips from a failure

2010-11-12T10:01:00.000-08:00

L O V E is trust & respect NOT a LUST
stop pushing ur partner with ton of question .. ( remember!! curiosity kill the cat )
gives him/her some spaces to find his/her sanity back
less is more! , stop telling ur partner everything u got ( a lil bit mystery would keep a relationship last longer)
if u do have a stalker/admirer, dont mention to him. keep it to urself, its not like u do respond to him.. so chill
dont be selfish, always put urself in his.her shoes
dont ask for something more that he/she can gives ( high expectation would ruin ur love story )
always do keep in touch and talk to each other thou u guys might agreed on taking a break and such
sometimes u just need to stop reading between the lines

like i said before, love is like a boomerang.. if he/she are meant to be yours, he/she will come back to you eventually.

L . O . V . E

2010-11-12T02:55:00.000-08:00

guys, what does love mean to u??

can anyone plz came out with the most perfect idea of what love really is??

when u're in love with someone, does it guarantee u a happiness?? or it will lead you to heartbroken eventually?

some even said that, when u love someone u doesn't need to say im sorry this is because u either make no mistake as u are in love with that person or perhaps ur partner will understand u since u both are in love and he/she wont be affected with those teeny weeny mistake.

sometimes love could be like a boomerang,to certain extent u need to let him/she go.. and if that particular person are meant to be with u, he/she will find their sanity back and ended up with u.

but how many of u are willing to do so?? to do something risky

which might lose u at the end..

when u love someone, to certain extent u willing to do anything for ur love one thou he/she might gives no respond. still! u will stand still and thats simply because u love that person

does it mean, u should not give 100% commitment when it comes to love??

urm.. u tell me..

its bloody floody time

2010-11-11T16:00:00.000-08:00

the most recent event happen in the north penisular was flood incident which attack both perlis and kedah. it was the worsen flood ever after 5years..yeah, its quite scary and even created chaos within my campus friend.. lol, even worse, our convocation has been postpone until the next date that will be announced by the administration..what else? ahah even my final has been postpone, instead of having a study week we uum student shall enjoy our study month!! and i bet most of us will ended up with 4rata!!! (hazril azam,2010 ) hahahaha...arghhh i dont feel like writing any longer, maka korang usya je gambar bwh ;)

(keadaan kachi,steady je)

(kachi steady,ak pun steady la belajar)

(sekali dpt cite air dh naik!!)

(mak call, ckp air dh nek kat tmn kita org)

(maka suasana banjir pun kelihatan)

(jalan dh mula xnampak -.-")

(dpn tmn ak, tetap leh berniaga lagi neh

sangat la otak bisnes. banjir2 pun jual burger,

ko mampu???)

(nampak x water lavel tuh??

haaaa, paras kepala korang yg rendah2 neh,

selamat ak tinggi,paras dada sajorkk..)

(engineer kampung, pecahkan devider nk bg air boleh jalan,

padan muka engineer jkr sape suh bongok sgt kan,

pakcik2 neh xpyh masuk u amik engineering

pun leh came out with the solution)

(lebuhraya k.perlis-sintok, panorama sgt asyik..)

(umah ak dh jd tongkang pecah!!! hahahaha..)

(kerja2 permbersihan hall, nasib baik air xnaik tinggi sgt)

(ini plak after the cleaning session yg mmg ak sndiri yg bersihkan

baik kan ak, tlg makk...)

curse itu kutukan

2010-11-11T02:19:00.001-08:00

yeahhh.. dulu2 zaman ak kecing tilam lagi ak bajek curse tuh sumpahan je

tp curse tuh juga kutukan yall.. ahah, ak pun xtahu apa masalah mulut ak yg sedikit suci neh

kalo ada benda yg xkena je, mesti ak memBABIkan benda alah tuh.. haaaaaa..

sumpah ckp ko, mulut ak ngan babi dah mcm periuk dgn sudip ar.. mmg xdpt nk pisah

menccciikkkkkkk..!!!!!

sampai la ak rasa kwn2 ak pun dh mula immune ngan perkataan babi yg selalu saja keluar dri mulut ak neh...tp lately ak sebagai seorang human being yang sentiasa cuba utk berubah jd lebih baik [haa!!! amik ko.. baikkk tuuee!!] dh mula slow down ngan mencarut2 neh...tp hari tuh, aka terbaca dari mana dtg carutan babi2 neh.. jom usya ramai2

p.s/ utk tatapan umum dan marketing yg lebih baik, bila korang nk ckp carut cuba korang ganti dgn 'curse' kan sedap sket bunyik dia..ala mcm budak2 yg failed paper yg selalu repeat tuh, korang xkesian ke bila korang duk ckp dorang repeat2 paper??? cuba korang guna perkataan mengulang.. kan dgr dia enak sket!! hahahahahah...

awwwwww..thats sick [sick as in annoying not super cool]

2010-11-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

ahah, after leaving my blog for quite ages. now its the time for me to update this freaking dirty blog[because has been leaving without any care LOL, banyak sawang kot ;) ]

ok, the reason am update this bloody blog is because i had a conversation with someone last night+the current thing happen to me.. its ironic man!!

to begin with, last night i chat with my so-called EX, yeah u heard me!

we talking like for 20-30 mins maybe.. and then, her current partner somehow text me via fb and asking me why am not taking my nap yet bla..bla2..bla.. then we had a conversation, he even asking me weather im the ex of his lover n such.. and we mostly just talking crap ..

and somehow we were talking about their relationship and he even said that they have been attached to each other for almost a year.. dude! thats mean that my ex cheated on me while havin a relationship with me..

thats sick man... so-called in love and such but out of nowhere u cheated on me!!

rebirth

2010-09-10T09:36:00.001-07:00

ahah..setelah sekian lama xmengupdate blog, maka tetiba rasa nk update!!!

hahahha.. update la konon,padahal bosan tahap tak ingat, maka dtg la idea nk mempostkan something kat blog yg dah bersawang neh -.-" , so what's new?? ahah,raya!!!

yeah, raya!

raya sgt la bosan.. haha,xtahu nk ckp camne..tp bagi ak,raya2 thingy neh dah lama ilang warnanya..ak rasa,ak xpnah pun nk enjoy raya as much as ak enjoy masa zaman kekanak..

mungkin sbb zaman kekanak mmg ak xde responsibility maka tugas ak cuma tunggu org balik dri masjid pastu mula al round satu taman collect duit raya..yer r kan, dpt seringgit pun happy mcm dpt jumpa santa claus, hohohoho.. siau!!

btw,hari2 raya ak di isi dengan seleksi menonton movie yg ada dlm ak nya external hardisc..hahah,td pun balik je dari masjid terus ak tido satu hari... terbukti kan! raya dah xsemeriah dulu, gipun mmg aktiviti harian masa raya ak cuma dpn tv je xpun dlm bilik tido, xpun tenet r apa lagi.. hahah sgt meriah kot -.-"

ahah sekarang! adik2 ayah ak semuanya dtg tido kat sini.. haishhh, ak bukan nk kurang ajar

tp ak rasa ak ade masalah uncleandauntiephobic.. hahaha yakni fobia yg melampau dgn uncle n aunties ak tuh..ade je benda yg ak xpuas hati beb..

as in right now,ak xpuas hati sbb ak xde tempat nk tido..bilik sndiri pun dah xterima ak..camne tuh??? GREAT!!!

khabare???

2010-06-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

ahahhh..dah lama ak xnulis kat sini.. bkn apa,xde idea yg best+ malas + ak bkn ade follower pon.. maka xupdated pon tara hal.. ahahh.. tp bila da tgk member2 duk update blog maka rasa mcm nk update r plak.. so whats new?? ahah cuti sem dah nk habis..2bulan ak melepak kt umah,mmg anak dara habis ar even ak teruna(hohohoho)..result exam pun da lama kuar.. alhamdulillah, even xgempak mcm org len at least ak hit target ak and agak improved walaupun ak aser mcm banyak je paper killer ak amik sem lepas.. xmasuk ngan lecturer yg tingtong lagi(mati la kna sumpah jd batu..hahahhaa)

tp siyes shit ak nye cuti gila bosan.. duk umah je hari2.. dri 24jam tuh ade la dalam 22jam mmg masa ak kt umah, gila lame.. rasa pathethic pun ada, maunye ak xsuka cuti panjang2.. nk keje,mak ak ckp lepak je umah teman dia.. hohoho

ahah, 10 julai ak da nk balik kachi height..gila rindu.. bukan rindu kampus tp rindu geng2 kachi je.. hahahaha.. betapa ak masih xdde semangat cintakan u..adooiii
sem dpn jadual ak susun mcm pack je.. tah arh..yg penting kelas abih awal, xpayah ak menapak g bus stop rushing nk balik buka puasa kan.. hohohohoho...
jap2 ak tunjuk jadual sem dpn :-

cool !!!~

2010-05-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

guys just now i visited some link thrown by my friend and its kinda cool..a community for the youth in malaysia..lots of event there for our youth.. why not u guys have a visit to all the links that i'll passed over

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/users/290617/invite

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/afienordin/youth10

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/afienordin/improve [improve english]

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/afienordin/youth10-concerts- [cool concert]

vacation??

2010-05-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

ouh yeahhhh..
baru je balik dri kelantan, hahahha..kinda bored thou couse ikut ayh ak bwk student dia g field trip smk tanah merahII sbbnya skola tuh terbaik stpm..
ce korang bayangkan bila student 150, 100% lulus stpm.. 5prinsipal je 50+.. gempak kan?? adess.. tp ak salute ngan skola neh
cikgu dorang mmg wawasan nk mati.. nampak dorangnye effort nk mendidik n apa yg best bebduak form 6 kt skola tuh mmg trained like in university, dorang ade kuliah,tutorial,presentation,research..sume ade.. maunya result xgempak
neway alang2 da sampai kelantan tuh family ak overnite kat hotel btol2 area wakaf che yeh,
kirenye korang turun je hotel korang da masuk dlm dorangnya uptown..maunya xgempak
best syiaaa... banyak kot barang murah2 dan cun2..tp sbbkan ak terlalu cute maka ak xleh nk borong ah.. usya je lebey..
hahahahaha.. demmit!! neway 16may, hari guru meh maka..

a good teacher is like a lighthouse, it doesn't ring bells and fire guns to call attention to its luminance, it simply shines..happy teacher's day to every single person who used to teach and keep teaching me, let it be teachers, lecturer, parents, or even my friends.. really appreciated it ;D

inter-mediate

2010-05-07T11:04:00.000-07:00

pejam celik..pejam celik.. jap je da habis satu sem kt u, n kejap je da habis 1thn kt u.. skang tinggal lagi 2thn je... urm kalo nk dibuat post moterm ttg sem neh, ak rasa sem neh tada la teruk sgt, i mean in term of exam bkn diri ak.. demmit! ak banyak gile give up sem neh.. xtawu la apa yg bother ak sgt but then trouble really is my friend.. adoii..
kalo ak reviewed balik ak nye exam Q, ak xrasa ar xm tuh susah sgt... sbbnye, most of the paper came out with the Q yg mmg ak da get used and yg aku duk study and focus..its the matter of can i remember/ the way i put it together/ whether am messed up.. tuh je.. org ckp,bila kita berusaha n kita jatuh maka kita xkan terasa sgt sbb kita tawu yg kita da usaha sebaik mungkin.. tp ak rasa, ak makin sadis kot kalo ak da usaha n ak tawu ak leh buat tp ended up with the bad result ever.. sape tak sadis luar petala kan?? haiiihh.. apepun 2nd sem ended.. maka sem dpn da masuk 3rd sem and da mula dpt junior.. hahahahaha... best kot.. leh bajek sket..

p.s/ ak ngah konpius samade nk wat internship or thesis.. which 1 should i go for??

ask me!

2010-05-01T14:14:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..
i know that im nobody
aint famous and dont have tons of follower in here
but then, to those who accidentaly follow or read my blog
and want to ask me anything or sorta curios
u can shoot ur Q to me via http://www.formspring.me/afienordin
till then, good day!!!~

exam

2010-04-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

skang da nk masuk 2minggu da xm, tp sebabkan gaps yg maha pjg
maka aknye exam still ade 3 paper lepas tumpasnya 1 paper td..
ngee.. sejarah dunia moden kot!!! hebatkan ak.. hahahha
darn! td exam siyes menganggu akunya pikiran haih.. satu mlm xtido study nye pasal
cuma,xde la study btol2 kita org cuma cite balik setiap pekara yg kita org study
so that eventually bleh igt sume facts.. and yeap soalan yg ak asyik cite ngan member mlm sblum sumenye naik.. asernye
tada la susah sangat..
haih tp tuh ar,bila da terbiasa ak tetiba lak jd clueless..
soalan yg kuar pun xde ar rumit mcm industrial revolution, french revolution, 1st world war, 2nd world war ngan cold war.. not to mention reformation, and american war of independent..
tp ttp blank kot... ketepuan otak ak da mengalahkan takat beku naftalena btol r..
maybe sbb ak dgn cubaan berani mati gi jwb dalam bi kot??? adeh!!!
teringat balik msg yg ak dpt dr mak pg td..kata mak "dik mak dah buat sunat hajat td pgi,selebihnya dik sendiri ok, good luck try ur best for ur future from mak.." urm
touching plak ngan msg mak..
alih2 jd cmneh.. harap2 even paper sejarah btol2 jd sejarah dlm idup ak
still ak harap for 'B'.. neway lepas je abih exam n had my lunch ak dpt msg lagi dr mak..
katanya, " dik hows your exam. hope you can do very well, anak mak kan ok lah"
siyes ak xnk men2 ngan lagi 3 paper

back off!!

2010-04-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

tetiba je ak teringat satu quatation..'he cheat u once shame on him but he cheat u twice, shame on u' .. darn..
ngeee.. bende neh btol2 jd pengajaran kat ak.. neway before ak buka cite.. ak nk warning, ini bukan part ak nk showing off, nk bajek ke apa.. its kind of truth..
huhuhu.. okeh.. kelas kt u stay neh xmcm uitm, kalo uitm korang akan masuk kelas ngan bebudak batch ko je.. n budak yg sama la tuk setiap kelas.. mcm secondary thingy..tp ak nye x.. even thou aknye batch ramai tp xsemua kelas ak dpt ngan bebudak batch ak, sbb nye subject di add sndiri oleh bebudak maka kelas pun lain2 la kan.. eventually kita org akn ended up ngan seniors yg konon terleby makan garam(sian dorang,silap2 ari bln leh kna blood pressure) adoyaii..
masalah akan jd bila senior amat bajek di luar petala yg mengalahkan kepekatan asid cuka.. maka dorang mula la nk underestimate si junior.. bajek senior lg knowledgeable dri junior etc.. tp korang paham2 la, mother nature! ade je yg bebudak kekadang lagi bnyak knowledge dri org tua kan.. so bila ade presentation je,mula la dorang nk tny soalan yg off topic.. ko bygkan bila ko tanya soalan pasal gunung ganang kt chef wan.. mmg mangkok la kan.. xreti2 nk g tanya pakar geologi ke apa??? ngeee.. n alhamdulillah, aku neh agak gifted gk la... hahah kononnye! kirenye bende yg ak faham bila ak explain kt org insyaAllah org tuh akn faham mcm ak faham gk.. yela ade certain org xleh share ngan org apa yg dia da baca cause die kureng dlm bab citer balik.. tp ak agak boleh la citer balik dgn berkesan regarding aknye kepahaman..
but then apa yg ak nk cite.. ade la sowang hamba Allah neh yg ak sgt kagum..
pandai, knowledgeable.. dan sebagainya tp silap dia terlalu berkira..
urmm.. bg ak, once ko da ade ilmu why not ko share kan??? bkn ilmu ko nk berkurang..
jd lagi mantap ade la bila ko slalu guna tym nk ajar org.. but then dia terlalu bajek.. at first place dia ade ckp ngan ak dia nk share apa yg dia dpt[ilmu] dgn ak.. for the sake of exam, but ended up sampai la akunya test tuh, dia tara share
but thanks god night before ak lepak ngan member2 kita org share n bincang
so esoknye even xperfect still leh jawab soxlan..tp suddenly utk next paper yg kebetulan ak sm ngan dia.. dia leh tny ak any tips tuk that paper.. so ak mcm WTF?? ko da knakan ak yet ko boleh tny ak pasal tips?? maka ak pun teringat balik that early quatation.. maka ak diamkan aja.. n mmg betol ak da ilang all the tips given by the lecturer.. ak just terpikir.. ko da pandai ko da bijak.. perlu ke ko bergantung ngan tips sampai xleh nk share n then bila ko da kenakan org ko bajek org still nk tolerate ngan ko???
yup ak tawu ak patotnya close ngan senior those yg leh guide ak masa ak study neh
tapi kalo cmne la bek xpyh.. adoiii.. knapa perlu nk bajek?? bkn anda bijak?? try ur best to answer the question without any tips then.. that it

berkawan

2010-04-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

urm.. pernah x terkadang korang pk nape korang berkawan???
ak admit yg ak memilih dgn sape ak berkawan.. it was a norm, ko xkan kwn dgn org yg ko xleh nk masuk yg ko xleh nk blend..n ko pun akan make sure ko kwn dgn org yg xkan make harm ngan ko.. yet am wonder, nape bila berkawan ko xleh terima baik buruk org yg ko kawan tuh?? urm weirdo luar petala.. kalo betol2 nk kwn, tlg r terima baik buruk org tuh.. n tlg r jd kwn masa susah n senang.. jgn la kwn for the sake of ur interest je.. mongok ar org cmneh.. ak ade terdengar some rumor ttg ak..
katanya ak neh jenis yg suka menjatuhkan org yg ske salahkan org lain n katanya org cmneh x disuka org kata uztadnye.. maka dia pun dari berkawan ngan ak terus xkwn ngan ak.. wtf!!!.. ak pun terus terpikir..
masa bila ar ak neh meninggi diri,menjatuhkan org???
urm kalo tegur salah org,perbetul salah org termasuk dlm kategori suka menjatuhkan org maka terpaksa la ak ngaku.. ak neh blagak btol r kot kalo cmtuh.. haihh.. tp cam bodo je.. ak rasa org yg ngata ak tuh lagi2 la meninggi diri.. tp ak wt derk je
boleh je pun??? urmmm.. pendek kata, manusia lain2 kan?? maka terima je la..
xmati pun xkawan ngan sorang hamba Allah neh..

fcuk off u backstaberrrah

2010-04-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

nyampah aih ngan budak neh sowang..
xabih2 ngan bajek baik dia.. adoyai
sal la wujud manusia mcm neh.. bajek baik r sgt
tp realiti tah apa2 kan.. adoii..
korang pnah aser x?? hurm harap2 ak leh la jauhkan diri dri dia
ngan perlahan2.. nyampah siot.. bila ade kepentingan mula r wat baek
bukan men bila becakap tuh pnuh berhemah..
siyes cemerlang kelas adab dan etika kan anda neh???
silap hari bulan kelas sopan santun anda la penyandang anugerah dekan..
sudeyy la anda,xpyh la nk bajek baek.. sume org ckp belakang anda ya
so xpyh la nk penatkan diri dgn jd BIG HYPOCRITE tuh.. xmembantu pun

nyampah haiihhhh

can u plz come back to me?? am begging u!!

2010-04-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

i really need my strenght back

darn! where it go??

god..can u plz show me the right path??

plz lead me to the right way

everything kinda mess up at the moment

i havent finish my assignments yet thou it takes few day

until the study week..

how come am fcuking delay my work??

geeze..

where it go???

can i achieved my goal??

how i wish!!

fantastic moment

2010-03-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

arh baru2 neh ak ade program kt 1skolah neh

kita org jadi fasi tuk budak2 pmr kat situ.. utk kem motivasi

and kita org dapat students2 yg dri kawansan rural area

so expectation die tuh faham2 je ar..

budak2 neh pun mcm xnampak jalan lansung tuk pmr dorang

so agak susah sikit ar tuk kita org nk guide

tambah2 plak ngan bebudak yg agak nakal sket.. but then

malam muhasabah diri yg kita org conduct tuk dorang at least bagi impact

ade yg menangis sampaikan ade yg menjerit " takk mauu, jgn amik mak aku jgn amik ayah aku.. mak ayah ampunkan dosa saya" tp yg agak frust bila bebudak laki masih ada yg keras

xtersentuh pun ngan kita org nye pogrem tuh..apapun kita org terima je, malam muhasabah tuh gak ade satu modul yg sgt valuable, kita org sedarkan dorang dgn barang amanah yg kita org suh jaga which is telur..n ade yg btol2 jaga n ade yg just take for granted sampaikan kita org curi/pecahkan pun dorang xtawu..

masa tuh agak berbahang gak sbb budak2 yg tada brg amanah kna brain washed hinggakan bila kita org bg semula telur n suh pecahkan dorang xnk pecahkan ..hinggakan bila kita org pressure,dorang betul2 marah dan terus balingkan..

apepun pogrem neh sgt best bila hari last n fasi sume da nk gerak balik

students dtg minta maaf,n hantar kita org pulang.. even ade yg keep in touch through sms n still minta maaf.. terbaikk la

its a taboo??

2010-03-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

heh just now am spent my time with my GFs,

hang out together+ having our so-called brunch beb..

then it just came across and i was asking the girls whether am too POYO/show off/proud/any word that contribute to that stupid thing..

and i asked if am so annoying because no to speak my perlis accent yet am choose to speak proper way of language like the urban accent ( KL i mean)

does it mean that im a lame??

and she said.. KIND OF, its not like they care at all

but then they heard that people talking bout me saying that am way too PROUD or SHOW-OFF because am bit choosy in term of choose my friend and i was like choose to be friend with those who have credits in certain thing like i friend with he/she because that person is good in something

and i was like too smart to be friends with them and am not friends to the ordinary people..

dem its fcuking crap!

it just that whenever i try to speak my hometown accent its feel like am freaking plastic

and try to cover it .. i cant talk to them straight to their face without taking care less..yet it still matter to some people..ouh man..

i dont think because am from suburban so its not right for me to speak those KL accent/ english

cheating

2010-03-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

hah at last im done with my diplomacy test..

urm the questions kind of easy but then it was unexpected

dem!! theres a question of track-one and track-two diplomacy, the used of MOFA as in ministry of foreign affairs and the relation with the function and the mission of diplomacy..

and the last one bout the structure of MOFA if am not mistaken

kinda drives my nuts but then its ok...

however theres a few incident..a student have caught red handed because

cheating in the exam..

lots of student did cheated in this exam..

dem u guys! why cant u guys just answer by urself

instead of takes ur notes into the hall?? am freaking angry

if we could take the risk of gambling in our answer, why not u??

but then it theres a pattern of cheating i guess,because it takes a group of racial only..

urm

وقف يجري الزاعم

2010-03-13T01:33:00.000-08:00

wonder what the title means???

it say, stop being pretender!!! yeah am not kiddin

i wonder how on earth theres number of people

who keep saying good thing

portraits good thing within his appearance or even attitude

but then it was something that totally different from the reality..

damn!! am not a good boy..i know the fact but then am not such a pretender..

why u have to be that freaking plastic!!..

theres a friend of mine..he was like a very good one in front other members

but then it was like only the truth..frankly said,im freaking sick with him

dude, arent u know that most everything that u do was contra to ur words???

to whom it may concern, damn u!!

facebook??

2010-03-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

most everyone around the world get the idea of facebook
let it be a young guy,teenagers,academia,professional or even the oldies..
as for me i know this facebook thing when i was in the high school but then am not really
into it since ive no idea on how to operate it,

when i stepped into the uni life everyone keep talking bout facebook
and ask each other to be friend via this medium..and i was interested in it
then am starting to explore..eventually most of my buddy who havent been introduced by this

fb starting to explore 2..and it eventually becoming addicted..idk,but then theres a friend of me that constantly online and play the fb,even worse..early in the morning right after he woke up he will on the lappy and startin log on to the fb..
those who are not a good typist becoming more expert and starting to type
even faster but then as for me,whenever i want to proceed with my assignments i will be busy with my fb...
realize it or not ppl become addicted with fb in their own way of course

obese vs skinny

2010-03-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

heh its kind of funny to post an entry bout this

but then it sorta cool ..neway this few days my friends keep asking me whether am so happy

or what so ever since am put on weight like hell

its not like it was something new since
right from the begining begun way back to when the new sem was started my friend was like
tell me that am kind of put on weight but then am playing dum and dont give a damn on what they were saying

but then am relize that it does matter as its for my own sake my health to be exact??
but then i was like wondering,what is the best solution for me to loose my weight?? cause i dont want to be that freaking concious bout my look ..after all most of the people in this world have been effected with the obese..and it will eventually make harm to whom it may concern..

hurm??

neway just now im google around and i found something
that have to do with the anorexia which is eating disorder,but this one happen to a guy

this guy was saying that thou he is skinny

but then he still unhappy with his body and he dont even

like the way he look like..

neway it was saying that, 10% of these desease are male..

short sem??

2010-03-07T02:54:00.000-08:00

yeah this sem is a short sem..yet am having tons of assignments..darn!

just now i've calculated with my buddy that we have about 4weeks to go before the lecture ended and it was about 8meets for the lecture..
damn! yet i got another 7 assignments need to be done so far..

can anyone pls tell me how to make study in this freaking pressure life kinda fun??

its freaking hot

2010-03-06T08:04:00.000-08:00

hurm its freaking hot nowdays..due to the global warming and because of the ozone layer??

technology sometimes make harm to us without we relize it or not...

all the wave from the technology like the phone,satelite and so on will eventually effect our ozone layer..

who knows what will happen one day??

maybe the western reasearch that says the Qiamat will be on 2012 will be true??? urm..

enough with that..

neway this evening i went to ko-k which happen to be public speaking..

yeah right,am taking public speaking as my ko-k ..how bored it is..dem!

but then when the class are bout to ended,the lecturer inform us that there will be

a concert of bunkface and adibah noor..

i was impressed..hahah at last! i can go liburan..after all its going to be my integrasi day..

well i'll be consider of buying the ticket :P

drop it like it hott

2010-03-05T09:52:00.000-08:00

am just finished my one and only mid term exam..and it was like fcuking stupid!!!

how on earth they make that kind of question??fcuking retarded man.. geeze..

how i wish i made lot of homework and get through all the question..last time i recall when i really get through the paper it was like fcuking none..dem!! does the lecture play such a role in tackle our interest or perhaps it was us that make no effort or perhaps our fault from the beginning right after we bare in our mind that it was a tough luck?? dem again!!!

hahhahaha..

anyway am just finish skuasy with my fella!! how relief am i right now!!

nah afie buck up ur effort man!!! remember ur mom!!! she want to heard from u the DL word!! :P

hye

2010-02-18T23:18:00.000-08:00

neway happy chinese new year to all my chinese friends..and happy holiday to all of you
neway its about the end of the holiday anyway..hehehe
nah i was wondering,have u guys ever experienced tumblr??
it sorta a blog but then kinda kwel one
the mixer of writing and picture..but of course it need u to operate it well..
but then it was a cool one..
just now i have tried tumblr myself and i was thinking that for the time being,i maybe stop blogging in here
in fact i will starting update my tumblr..
to those who like to have a tour u guys can go to http://www.tumblr.com/
but then i dont think i'll give mine for the time being..
perhaps i'll update u later with my new blog in the tumblr..
till then,
adios amigos!!

ferris wheel + tutorial

2010-02-05T21:01:00.000-08:00

argghhh ..

tomorrow there will be my group's presentation for the modern world history as for the tutorial and we got the task of the reformation on the effect in the political and social view..

and i was like dumb *** as i was like clueless whenever i refer to the book..it was like the language beyond my standard and i was like reading crap as theres nothing that i can understand..geeze man

but then we have to present within 10minutes/member..

hurm hopefully i can finish my slides by this evening and well-prepared so that i wont look

silly for the questionnaire session...

for the god sake,i will make sure that those who ask me ton of questions they will

pay for it as i will make sure i reply their favour..hahaha

[evil me talking anyway]

neway another thing is

i feel like my confident lavel are too poor till

i dont have any guts to speak in front other

in term of using english as the medium..

hahah..

i was like being cynical ,comment on the others

but then whenever it comes to my part i was like

shit man,wht if im dont some error..talking crap..or perhaps i have mental block

in order to find a word to be used???

neway i think my english is too bad whenever it comes to oral or even writing since

theres few person that told me sometimes they cant even clarify what am talking about

and they was like act like they do understand what am talking about

for instance,last lecture for politics of southeast asia

i did ask 2questions to a group that present bout singapore..

and they was like clueless on what im asking for

and even ask me to repeat my question and other was like

ask me to ask in malay..i was like

does my english that bad???

ouch man,hopefully i have guts to speak english ...

in the state of gloomy

2010-02-04T20:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went back to my hometown to meet my parents and grab some stuff together with company my friend to renew his license..then around 8 kita org sampai kachi a.k.a my college..sampai je college one of my friend told me that., that evening theres a guy kna sampuk or something like that..meracau sampai jatuh gaung..then kita org just abaikan cmtuh je since die pun xtawu in details but then at night masa kita org nk makan one of our friend was the witness yg tgk n tlg masa kejadian..katanya dak tuh da dmam 3hari then bila badan lemah tuh die pun kna tumpang,then nk dijadikan cite roomie die masuk bilik n was like wonder why that guy duduk bertinggung sowang2 di penjuru katil..and then si roomie tanya dak tuh knal x sape die and that guy answer him correcty but then bila je si roomie ni nk solat terus dak tuh kind of meracau..and then bila sowang pakcik yg pandai berubat nih g bilik terus die restless n katanya dpt lari dari pakcik tuh,then nuju ke gaung dkt ngan blok b n terjun..

but then dak tuh masih leh bangun n bejalan lg mcm nk nuju ke hutan but somehow berenti kt tepi sungai n duduk bertinggung bila pakcik tuh pegi kt die n tanya nk apa,die ckp die tanak apa cuma nk balik..then ramai org turun bila pakcik tuh panggil n suh pegang die,itu pun masih xdpt grab him well..n tetiba die ckp,'ujang xsalah ujang xbunuh org'..

then dorang dpt bawa naik ke atas dak tuh n bawa ke office utk cuba kuarkan that 'ujang' tp xbjaya n then bawa g ke pusat kesihatan universiti but then he been proceed to general hospital n by 9pm kita org dpt berita that guy da meninggal..
urm masih terngiang2 ayat 'ujang xsalah,ujang xbunuh org'...
apepun minta maaf kalo entry kali neh menyinggung perasaan sesape yg mungkin terlibat secara lansung atau xlansung...
bagi mana2 muslimin yg baca entry ini harap dpt sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada arwah..

am fcukin tired

2010-01-24T09:19:00.000-08:00

huh at last i feel like wanna update my blog
geeze am trying to finish my assignment for the structure's paper
but then its drive me crazy,its fcukin annoying when i cant find any material
regarding the topic given

our topic is ' perlembagaan persekutuan merupakan undang2 tertinggi di malaysia,mana2 undang2 yg berlawanan dgn perlembagaan akan terbatal setakat yg berlawanan,berdasarkan petikan di atas berikan kesahihan undang2 yang berlawanan dengan perlembagaan dan menyekat hak individu spt akta kementerian dlm negeri,1960; akta polis,1967; akta hasutan,1971'..and i was like look after the police act n i cant find any...

as for the cases,they drive me crazy thou
hopefully i manage to settle this assignment very soon..

wheres the fire??

2010-01-22T10:52:00.000-08:00

hari neh sgt best dlm idup aku..reason??hah apa lagi sini aku nk gebang..heheh
tapi ak nk war2 kan dulu ye post neh bertahan utk 2hari je atau maybe sehari ..pastu?? will be delete atas reason avoid from being charged

neway td ak ngan kekawan 4org lg kuar dri kampus nk masuk kampus dlm sbb nk tgk battle of the band but then berenti makan dulu jap..n then terus masuk dalam,sampai je pintu masuk kna tahan sowang staff u.k n kn soal staff atau student right after he know that we are student terus kna henti keta,kwn ak lan yg drive keta kna amik matrix card then terus dpt lovely ticket a.k.a saman... heheh menarik kan??kebetulan ada satu gang lagi student chinese yg nk kete kna tahan atas sbb sama tp just tunjuk kad tp xkna saman

bodo kan???kwn ak yg xpuas hati,si piji terus soal staff uk nape kita org kna saman dorang x??terus die ckp g tanya baju putih kalo ade apa2 yg xpuas hati die pegawai atasan saya..korang igt k apa aku ckp neh..terus kita org soal mamat baju putih knapa leh jd cmtuh..die tanya kita org awak nampak x apa sy wat tadi??saya check kete kan?so saya xtawu itu pegawai dlm pos nye tugas..n piji xpuas hati terus ckp xadil la sbb kita org kna saman dorang x..mana keadilan??terus die marah die ckp saya xtawu itu bukan tugas saya,kata piji tp die bawah awak kan? terus si mejar yg hebat neh angin sbb disapa dgn awak instead of encik ...dgn megah, bloody hell..apa yg awak ckp td?? awak 1st degree patotnye xkurang ajar cmni,leh berpikir..n piji da mcm nk bertumbuk..

ak watpe?? terus ak jd mr.diplomat dan masuk campur..encik,cite die camni..kita org da kna saman then kebetulan ade satu geng student nek kete berenti gk kn tahan atas alasan sama tp dorang xkna saman..kwn sy neh just xpuas hati kita org kna tp dorang x n terus ckp ngan staff uk tuh tp die suh kita org ckp ngan encik katanya kalo ada apa2 xpuas hati terus jumpa yg baju putih die pegwai atasan saya..bukannye kita org nk persoalkan encik ke apa..

terus die melenting die ckp die masih xtawu die wat keje len..die marah sbb kita soal die nape leh jd sdangkan kita org da explain yg staff tuh suh jumpa die..lagi xpaham ngan aku nye explanation n bila kwan ak ckp xpuas hati terus die ckp kalo awak persoal juga saya boleh bawa awk ke biro tatatertib sbb menyoal kuasa saya..terus die minta matrix card si piji n my fren refused to do so then die ckp saya larang awak masuk kawasan kampus..
malas nk gado kita org gerak n kuar dri main campus head to changlun..

the best part dlm 30minutes cmtuh kita org gerak balik kampus kachi(out campus) n kita org kn tahan lg n lesen si lan kna minta n rupa2 da mati n kna saman lagi skali n lan query kn saman lagi ke?? thanks god yg neh staff ok leh bawa bincang n die explain n kita org leh terima die tanya xbg lesen ke td kt main entrance n kita org jawab dah tp die terlepas pandang..
n tetiba that mejar datang kachi n masuk
n tetiba leh terpacak kat pondok u.k kaci n tgk kita org..kita org wt bodo n nk masuk terus die ckp ngan piji knapa awak ikut dorang??kan saya da larang awak dri masuk..n si sidik soal nape die xleh masuk??that M cakp sbb die gagal tunjuk matrix card n sy xdpt pastikan die student ke x..sidik tanya,nape die sorang encik minta nape kita org xkn,die ckp itu urusan saya ngan die awak jgn masuk campur..skang bg matrix card awak..terus sidik ckp tanak saya tanak bagi,terus M ckp awak semua xleh masuk..tetiba ade pakcik tua neh dtg n ckp sapa yg kurang ajaq td??keras kepala sgt mai sini bagi aku..bertaun ak keja kat sini xjumpa lagi student kurang ajaq,keras kepala..hampa kna igt bodo2 ak keja kat sini pun ampa kn igt gak ampa pandai dapat masuk u pun lum tentu ampa leh dpt keja nanti...

tetiba dorang call unit penyiasatan tuk siasat kita org n ak n kekawan xleh masuk kampus..unit siasatan dtg n amik matrix card sume org ..kwn ak piji da kol abg die yg keje ngan SPR* as an officer n aku kol ayah ak..ayah ak ckp biar je dorang amik tindakan tata tertib,cabar dorang n then ayah ak ckp kita naik court jumpa kat mahkamah..

then gi unit siasatan kita org kna bg statement by oral then written..baru abih cite heboh kita org kna panggil n katanya pegawai SPR* dtg..da jd kes besar katanya..that officer was piji`s broth n kita org da pening makin besar plak issue..then u.k ckp nk wat police report and so on..n my parents keep calling me whether im in my room atau still ngan unit siasatan,my mum told me that both of them want to come here and will hired a lawyer..
but then ak ckp da setel sbb xnk pjg citer..my mom pun cool down..n then kita org bg written statemnt n gerak balik dlm kol 2something kes jd kol 9 something..gila kan????

kes jd sbb that M xpaham2 apa yg kita org cuba sampaikan n that bloody hell word mmg sgt kurang ajar kot...

skng kita org just wait n see, i was like looking for the auku book and perlembagaan universiti,if they want to play with the facts then i will give them facts..

new day

2010-01-09T20:05:00.000-08:00

the new day is coming..another day has past,another year,another month,minute, and second..
today it takes bella and me only to go to our class as our mate,aisya has changed into law..hurm its very kind of her to consider to change into law as i thought she has getting along with intaff,aisya once tell me that she has no idea what is intaff,in term of the course itself or even the job prospect till she reckon that by taking intaff she just qualified for the clerk position..and thats freak her out..anyway my fren tell me that we have some problem with our time table as the system dint pick up the new changes that we have done.even worse they not even process all the form that we gave thou it have the lecturer`s signature..geeze men,it freaking moron kinda drives me crazy as we should been tell earlier of this matter,hopefully we are not being barred as we already skipped few class since we thought that we already change the class..for the god sake hopefully everything will be settle out by today..

need to clarify???

2010-01-06T23:18:00.000-08:00

hurm,i wonder how many person have read my blog so far..
it such a mistake when i take off that so called traffic thing which happen to records those trackers that visit my page.. anyway theres something that i have to clarify at the moment..
bout 3days ago i`ve met one of my group member for the ecom,and the interesting part is she takin law in here..then she somehow ask me wether ive wrote bout law students and kind of insulted them in here..and its kind of interesting to me thou as i have no idea that somehow theres number of people that track my blog and read all the posting that ive done and the best part is the reason they track my blog cause they know bout 1 of the posting that somehow have to do with them..

well frankly said,all the post that ive posted in here is kind my point of view regarding what is happening around me,and that posting were posted when i was in my 1st sem and at the moment i barely know any law student,and it was our perception towards them cause its not like we are not trying to make friend with them but we being rejected if i may say..but then i think u guys have to admit [ to whom it may concern ] most of u are belong to a group n barely mix with others..

besides,its true that ive heard some law student talking crap bout other regarding their course and their pointer for the exam let it be stpm or whatever what not..its kind like underestimate others and its not acceptable thou..
but then i have to clarify that, it kind of mistake when i choose to post that entry before try harder to make friend with them or even mention that it was point out to certain people only..im not saying that all the law student are evil or means whatever what not,but then theres number which happen to be good and can get a long with others..as for me,from the ecom i find that some of them can really be my friend..i even know some of them who are humble and kind of modest in their own way..neway whatever it is im sorry if my previous entry drive u crazy and start the fire..

anyway this entry have been write by me not because i am afraid of my fault or my view but then i think i have to clarify that i maybe give a bad perception towards all of them thou it might happen because of the minority and to those who already make friend with me and show ur true colour im askin for ur apologies and sorry if that post make harm to u guys...after all im not saying that im super good but we are just equal..

sorry..

p.s// no heart feeling

its coming???

2009-12-24T03:18:00.000-08:00

hurm believe it or not new semester is coming, bye2 1st semester and welcome 2nd semester..time flew away too fast,i havent thought that it takes a very fast track in order to finish a semester..

somehow i just finished my 1st semester and already have the result

for the first exam ever..

guess i can`t mess with time no more..

have to take more serious and never take it for granted....1st semester teach me well

so many things i lernt from a short moment,lot of

fight,lot of friends,

study the emotion/attitude of my friends,starting to know their true colours

meet some true friends and some backstabber,thus teach me a good lesson thou

aside from that

new year is coming man,hurm i wonder

does a resolution is practical nowdays??it was like everytime i came out with

my new resolution,a goal or something to be achieved it turn out to be vice versa

it never work for me man.. or perhaps it was me who never give a try to make it real????

hahahahahha..whatever what not today,i have my goal that i will make sure that i will achieved and score it ..with that sayonara...

what happen?

2009-12-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

One of my buddy ask me when will i post my new entry??its kind of bored thou since i dont have any idea to post,however somehow i remember something that being play on my mind for quite sometimes..its about my college,uum to be exact..well recently one of my friend which already work ask me what im doing now as we kind of lost contact and i just tell him that im doing my degree in uum in international affairs management,and he was like wondering why am i choosing uum??and i was like cause thats exactly what i been offered thou im applied for other than uum.then he reveal something to me bout uum,he said that graduated from uum hardly get a job from the employer and being unemployed(well i believe it depends on ur luck nowadays,pointer or achievement in ur study itself wont guarantee u a job).

but then he tell me that one of his niece did apply for the KPLI but she being rejected for three times and he is wonder why thats happening to her,then he brought her to the ministry and try to query bout this..and the minister people tell him that the standard of the education in uum are not compatible,i mean it didnt achieve the standard that required and he give me some example. Let say that if uum offered mathematics like other u do,however the syllabus is different in certain ways as if others required three stages in the syllabus but in uum theres only one stage that been offered to the the students thus it only teach the students the basic of the study compared to other students in other university,he said thats exactly what he being told by the ministry people..

even worse,few days later my father tell me that one of his friend which happen to be the principal in mara junior science college tell him that mara didnt take the graduated from the uum to be one the educator in mjsc and am not sure if its include all the institute under mara or not..but then it proves that uum graduated is not really required by the employer in the market..thus i wondering does it true regarding what ive heard??since uum is one of the government`s university but then why this is happening??does it something to do with the system??i mean the standard of the education itself that provided in uum or it have to do with something else??? anyway,wheres the fire???

ponnn ponnnn

2009-12-19T17:09:00.000-08:00

heh at last new sem is coming,it takes 6days till i start my new sem..am just finish my family vacation,guess it can call as a family vacation since all the family member was there..hehehe

right after i finish my short course in campus i went to kl with my family to attend my cousin`s weddin,we stayed in cheres with my sis..huh it was YES man,i cant resist to buy few stuff that i think reasonable for me..hahaha bought few long sleaves for my lectures and of course few tee and a flip flop,even better i even ask a giordano sweater from my sis..hahahah,went to genting with my coursemate muiz..

its freaking kwel thou since we lernt so many things there..hahaha both of us never been there,we just took the package provided and went there..so many games that we tried and yeah roller coster is not one of the crazy game ever,it was that flying thing that drive me crazy since we have to lay on that thing and it really crazy since i was like thinking that we gonna fall apart and died..hahahha geeze,ride that long journey cable car at night which happen that we dont have to do so since the bus waiting at the top of the hill while we went to the downhill..gila meh...its freakin creepy hahaha... then before we straight home we went to cameron since my mom refused to go to trg,overnight in cameron and enjoy our day there..

yet,today theres 6days to go till i register for my 2nd semester..hahah kinda bored thou,but glad that can meet my fellas again :P

wheres the fire

2009-11-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

i keep thinking of what ppl have said bout me as im kind of show off etc and im thinking does it my fault regarding what happened between my friend and i,hurm i was like i dont give a damn on what ppl say bout me but sometimes i take it serious as i wonder why on earth they have to blame on me on something that i really cant see as showing off,perhaps its their responsibility or job to correct me so that they wont hurt me..

yet it is hurt when someone who i believe could be my friend indeed betray me by hiding it and reveal all the bad things that ppl keep saying bout me when he mad at me,it was unethic to do such thing i cant believe that he could hide something like that from me as i thought he would help me correct me whenever im wrong..

then i went to a facebook and i went to his page and what a suprise when i saw theres a shout out by him saying that its hard to have a friends who love to showing off..and it was on public,im thinking whether it was for me or perhaps to others,but it is related to the text that he sent to me,again he attack me silently.

how on earth he could do that??i know im not kind of religious but i believe he is,he one the fasi in the muslimin`s club which always conduct ppl to the right think always advised people,he keep show us the video clip and the pictures of his friend which also joined the same club and he keep telling us what they have done,they already fasi the university student while he was in high school and the uni student call them abg etc,he tell us bout his lifestyle which include that his teacher give him a car as transportation throughout the form six and how the childrens of the teacher asked him to have a slow talk with their father to be more relax on them instead of too strict,bout the teacher brought him on vacation,bout a perfect which happen worked at his exam hall while he sat for the stpm asked for his no and they become closer and the guy always bring him out whenever he is free..

yet he could say that im showing off,i wonder does he relize that everything that he told us kind off too?for god sake why on earth u have to call ur friend in front of us and asked him to join u in the national jamboree that will conducted by u?? does it really matter to stress out that u a project director and ur teacher just waiting for u to do the jamboree. ok i get a picture it was like without u there will be no jamboree and u kind of important for the club..

but what hurts me the most is when i was chat to my friend in his room and while we are talking i saw that he passed the phone to another friend of us and suddenly they ran out of the room and laughing and again they talk bout me why not u just asked me to stop it as u guys are tired with my big talk.it was freaking easy yet u guys do like that and i wonder if the thing that u guys have done accepted??

geeze for god sake plz remember that speaking without thinking is shooting without aim..how come u can see my mistake but cant see yours???

true colour

2009-11-08T21:08:00.000-08:00

i dont know what happen to me,perhaps everything bout me shows that im kind of person who always want people listen to me,someone with the big talk,always talking bout myself and eventually people surrounding me talk behind my back and say something bad bout me..perhaps i am someone that ppl will never can make friend with..its happen that last night i have a big fight with my own friend..right after enjoyble evening that we have together suddenly theres a fight between us..and the big secret reveal,he said that most of my friend think that im a person that always want to show off.how on earth they could think that im one of that kind..geeze as what i remember i never said out loud like 'i was from a wealthy family,im an excelent student,i dont have to study to get good result' or perhaps that kind of saying that will point me as someone who always show off..the most interesting part is a friend that i think my best friend who i could rely on,someone that could be my shoulder to cry just hide the fact what people think of me in the reason ok taking care of me or dont want to hurt me..aint he know that it will hurt me more when i know that he hide that fact from me and if it happen thats is real,yet im still with my habit n never could change it.thus people will think much negative on me and theres nothing i can do just because i have no idea what people think of me..gezze,why he have to be so hypocrite..

the most important thing that i will remember ever was his text..i dont know but its kind of dissapointed when he throw out all my belonging from the bedroom thou im the one who take our certain things that belong to me and then he can text me by saying 'ak menyampah dengan ko,pergi mampos la..ak xnk amik xtawu pasal ko lagi,ko leh gi mati'..'ramai da kekawan ak ckp yg ko ni belagak cakap besar,selama neh ak diam je'
aint that show that he kind of backstab??geeze..i wonder why people sometimes could be freaking means..

yet i wonder,if he is good,kind,honest was he think what he have done to other??i still remember when he was sick,have headaches or fever i try my best to take care of him by buy some meal for him,ask him to take medicine..everything that i can do so that he will take his meal and the medicine i have done yet when i was sick when im felt like im dying theres nothing that he done..not even ask me to take the medicine..kind of dissapointed when what im done are not appreciated by him.it was like nothing that ive done when he was down or sick..

geeze...
i was in a programn as an ajk and it makes me need to join the meeting everynight in order to have a smooth function yet he could said to me that 'ko jumpa tetiap hari tetiap malam kalo xpandai manage programn lagi xtawu la' aint that something that not proper to say to others??
i know u a project director of a programn which happen a national society and u have done the national lavel even being fasi for someone older than u someone a university student which happen to be super senior than you..and yeah thats made u someone who are excellent since u have the experienced of being that fasi but can u plz be more humble??...hurmm

i believe i can flyyy

2009-11-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

heh...
its a wonderful day today
reason??couse i already sat for the political science paper which i believe the most heavy paper that i carried this sem...
urm at least i believe that i breake the leg for the paper..
it takes me to stay up for few days just to finish the whole chapter within few days
but thanks god the lecturer just ask us bout the democracy system instead of the social contract which i believe i cant even recall what ive read..
hope that it is work for that paper
;)
kudos to dr.azizuddin..hahaha

what it takes???

2009-10-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

urm i don`t know either it is practical for me to put such tittle for this entry..

but frankly said i wonder what it takes for me to become more serious in my study

so that i could prove that i could also be someone who excel in my study..

geeze sometimes i feel like i could be like those people who excel in their life

but it just that

its hard for me to havin effort towards this..

im so envy with those who knows how to having fun but in the same time

do well in their study..

neway i wonder why on earth my teachers used to say that

uni`s life much more fun/happening compared to school

it just that i rather having my tough time back in school rather than study in college

but have limitation..

maybe it juts me who afraid to shattering notion

or perhaps i really need someone to push me just like when i was in

high school?

duh,studyin in college really teach me to be more survival in term of manage my time,money,activities etc..

however im glad that i have chance to futher my study..

after all its experience that counted...

hope that i`ll find my path towards the final

wish me luck baby

tradition or ego ???

2009-10-21T22:32:00.000-07:00

does it begin with a tradition or it just an ego which happen to be that every humanbeing have one??well im talkin bout college life.
sometimes i wonder,
why on earth senior are so arrogant or perhaps i should say they are to ego..
in what term??i mean regarding the mixer between senior and junior..
yeah,i barely saw senior sit together or even chat with junior..
even worse,sometime they give the junior with a cyncal look..
they are too scartic..
or perhaps it was junior`s fault since they never greet the senior and just hope that senior will greet them and ask bout themselve...
hahahha..
it doesnt matter for me anyway
since i dont see i need to rely on them
but sometimes its good to be close with the senior cause they will guide us in term of choosing subjects
how to score etc..
sometimes they will help us whenever we need their favour...

but it is typical that senior will barely mix with the junior
unless for the certain reason..like state spirit..huhu ;P

my day

2009-10-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

hey guys,i just finished my assigment and waiting to be submit tommorow..
heard that 2nd intake for degree will be happen around the corner..
hurm i still remember my orientation day..
perhaps they are lucky to skiped that so call orientation day
since i dont see any advantadges except for senior to take their chance bullied the freshie..
hahahah...
guess so,
however instead of freaking bored orientation day it was experience that counted after all..
today it just take few days for us to finished 1st sem..
it shows that how fast time is movin..
hurm..gud luck to all students who sill sit for the final
all the best peeps...

trash

2009-10-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

eyp..
ellow
duh,sorry to those who keep tracking my blog since i never update my blog for
quite sometimes..
neway,final exam is just around the corner..and i never done my part yet
dude, im lost never thought that time would move damn fast eventually
need me to struggle for the final
theres few papers that i have to do very well for the final since my mid term is poor
never relize that uni life is hard enough thou stpm is a hell tougher..
urm whats new bout me??
just register my paper for next sem and poorly i have to take 3000`s paper since most of 1000 and 2000`s papers are full,taken by the senior.
even worse i have to take diplomacy paper without taking international relation first..
i hope i could do well
and i`ll be 1 hell hardworking next sem..
till then,see u when i see u..

asta la vista

wellop

2009-07-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

hye guys..its bout a month since i registered myself as uni.student..
as what my sis used to say..those who said uni lifes is much more fun compared to the school life are such a liar..hahaha...
i dont know,maybe cause of the uni. itself or me myself have no idea how to satisfied my need in here..
anyway i already stepped into the lectures and so far the best class ever is titas..
somehow i found that theres numbers of student who still got a very low class mentality..mostly the law student.
hahaha..its true u know,my friends and i are very anti with this people..
i dont know maybe they think their course are much more cool,tougher or whatever it is..but i dont think that could be a reason for them to show off..
i even heard this group talkin bout their courses,even worse they said they are pity to those who got low pointer for their stpm and been offered ridiculous courses..
dude,wheres the fire??do u think u smart enough???
from my survey i found that most of the law students that same batch with me only got band3 or even lower,there are few number that scored band 4..band 5??
i dont think so.
yet they think they are smarter..
they even said to my friend that intaff[international affair] student is nothing
for ur information ,[law student,sem 1] we intaff student will also take international law,we even have to take foreign language as it carried 6credit hours..so plz,stop thinking that u are smarter than others coz we all are equal...

my day

2009-07-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

just finished my orientation day as a freshie in this so called 'new environmet'
perhaps for others but not really for me..
so heres the story..
my orientation wasnt bad at all but wasnt good either
let say sap² soi..
geeze :P..
well for the whole day we cant spent our time in our room
because of the pack schedule that we`ve..
i barely stay in my bedroom since we went for bed around 2am and woke up around 4.30
yeah thats truth
went for shower,get ready and prayer then we start our day with a workshop and ldk
the best part is our dress code is formal attire from the begining[prayer] till office hour
thou passed the office hour,we have to wear semi formal attire
kinda hatic with the code...
neway my class just started and the lecturers already give us few assigments to be settle down..

day before the 'big day'

2009-06-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

wello peeps..
so i guess u guys already know what i really mean by saying big day
its gonna be the registeration day for the degree intake tommorow..
yeah,so what im doing right now???
instead of packing my stuff i choose to follow my sis and her friends to the rtm audition for the achor man/woman..im not so sure what the programn is
but if im not mistaken
it call 'jelajah malaysia,pencarian bakat rtm..penyampai ikon'..
one thing for sure is it supposed to find the anchor or perhaps reporter...
so heres the script that they been asked to read...

.. mayat seorang lelaki ditemui mati dengan kesan tetakan di bekas tapak kolam ikan berhampiran sebuah projek perumahan desa anggun,rawang.

mayat ditemui pekerja tapak projek terbabit di batu 12,jalan batu arang
mayat ditemui disekitar jam 12.45 tengaharu dan masih lengkap berbaju.Ketua polis daerah gombak,ACP abdul rahim abdullah berkata mangsa dipercayai dibunuh ditempat kejadian dalam tempoh 6 jam.

identiti mangsa berusia dalam lingkungan....

there are futher text on the script but i cant write down here..
hahahha...
the audition took place at regency hotel in alor star...
there are few picture that i snap and i`ll post it later...
hahaha..should be fun!!

ready to drop

2009-06-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

im so weary with all the preparation
duh ,still have no clue what i should/shouldnt do..
hahaha..
and it cost my parents big time
even i didnt come from a wealthy family yet my parents
manage to buy my needs
thanks to them..
however i wonder how with those ppl who cannot afford to do so..
as what i`ve heard every class that i will be attending should be in formal attire
for the whole week
yeah! theres no such informal day like certain u
even a collar tee, u are not allowed..
even worse,someone tell me that even if u want to go to the library
u should wear formal attire,hows that???
yet they say campus life is fun..
just wait till my next post
who knows it just a rumor after all :P

its a taboo???

2009-06-20T18:21:00.000-07:00

gud day peeps..
seems like everyone are very dedicated with their blog
except Me
hahaha..yeah thats right
no idea why im so lazy to post an entry
neway seems like everyone talking what happen to their life lately
i guess i will take part too..
hahah..
yeah,so 2days ago i just checked my upu result
and guess what?? ive been offered by
uum..yeah thats right,uum sintok
hahaha..it sounds funny to me thou
reason??seems like for the rest of my life im so cynical with uum
since my sis was there and her friend which happen to be my
father`s adopted daughter were there too
and they both talk bout uum occasionaly and im always the scartic one
and as the result uum is the one that i get into
hahaha..damn,its a taboo.. a very good one..
even my sis make joke of me :P
*sigh
so what course??urm i will be studying in international relation
well at least this course is in my list even the last one..
at least they give me what im asking for right??
as my parents said 'rezeki takde utk tesl ade utk i.r just go'
yeah i will..
the funny things is im asking for tesl in ums
and ive been selected to sat for the exam and passed,
then went to the interview even the ones that interview me give me
such like a hint..
hahaha..gosh!
well whatever it is i still can futher my study
hope that i can break the leg..

uummmmm,i`m cCCoOOOOOoominggggggggggggggggggggggggggg !!

hahahahha....

blogger`s got to do what a blogger`s got to do

2009-04-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

hahah.. :P duh ive been missing for quite sometimes haha..

missed my sparks reunion twice because i have to work that day

so whats new???

hurm let me think am just resigned

yeah i work for metrojaya mid valley for bout 2-3 months,

quite kwel anyway..meet lots of celebrity there..example?

urm..siti nurhaliza,fazura,rusdy and his wife sharon paul the song writer one..

sheryl samad,did i spell it right?? lot more..

ive even served our YDPA`s mom..cool huh??

i`ll put some pic..

and ouh yeah here is few pic of me..the latest 1

hot!!

2009-01-25T08:27:00.000-08:00

so guys what do u think of my new phone???
yeah its htc tytnII..cool aite??

hahah..i bet u guys super duper extremly fuckin damn envy me like wanna kill me..?? :P
but no worries guys as the fact is, i didnt own that phone but u bet im dying to have one..hahah...

neway thats what im looking foward right now..

. . . . .

new era!!~

2009-01-23T00:18:00.000-08:00

well i wonder why on earth i choose to keep bloging since im not really into posting new entry like some ppl,haha its funny aite..i guess i cant take journalism,lol like i want too :P
well today new era has begun..yeah the obama`s era,its cool that obama already take the president position coz i really hope he would be much better in running his country..ive read that guantanamo will be closed and thats a great news ever since the conflict between israel and palestine..

new year!!

2009-01-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

sorry guys as ive been away for quite sometimes,
neway currently im in kl,pantai dalam to be exact..and theres no cc over here if im not mistaken
and since ive no broadband only streamyx so fat chance for me to get online and doing stuff.. :(
hurm whats the latest thing happen in my life??ouh yeah im 20,neway for those who have no clue at all january 1st is my birthday so u guys are welcome to give me a birthdays present instead of wish me a happy birthday hahaha...what so typical :P
meway yeah i meet siti at tupai2..she with datuk k hahah..and i was like blurr at the moment,duh so cool get a chance to meet her..we took some picture and she even came to our table and greet our family..it happen to be that my dad used to studied with datuk k before.. ;P
what else?? ouh yeah just bought couple novels from mph...hahaha sounds silly isnt it??cause i bought p.s/ i love u and the kite runner`s novel.. :P i being romantic for a moment..hahaha
neway im freaking bored over here..perhaps i will haunting part time job...

till then, chowww :P

waddup??

2008-12-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

hell yeah im freaking bored,
for god sake,am just staying at house and doing nothing
school holiday is freaking bored,
even thou our result will came out within march/april
but the uni intake will be happen in july if im not mistaken
so i guess it took us bout 6months before we could futher our study
yet,i got no idea what courses that i will applied for
which uni,wait..i do have my uni`s list in my mind
but still thinking of the courses,
our interest sometimes might be our nightmare
as right now ppl keep telling me that i should apply course that have
wide job prospect...duh,i dont give a damn..

neway last tuesday i went to taiping sent my sis there as she got course to attend..
there are 4 of us, my parents,sis, and me..
we leaved at 10 something and reached there at 12.15 at night
and i was like freaking tired as i have to drive,
my dad cant do long distance nymore..
im drove 130 km/jam..and it was raining,then we saw bout 3accidents..
yet that aint bother me to drive like mad..
hell yeah coz right after we dropped my sis there we just go back to perlis
and i was like freeking sleepy while i drove back to perlis,
thanks god nothing happen
and thanks god our journey is so smooth as theres no jam and
theres only few car,we reached home at 5.15a.m

-_+

2008-12-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

just now i went to the market,having my breakfast and buy some glossary for the eiduladha aid,went to my aunties house and bla2..neway the big news is my dad just reached home from png as he got course to attend,and theres a pc fair at pisa..it happen to be that my dad but an external hardisc and it was like freaking kwel,i love the design hahaha..thats it,i just love the design on it :P

a 750gb seagate for rm190..worth it,guess so..

latest update :P

2008-12-06T00:35:00.000-08:00

duh look like im put on weight

last minute revision

yeah finally stpm is over and im freaking enjoy my day without the need to rely on the text book!!what a feeling,congrat to all stpms candidates..

neway heres some comment on the subjects that i sit for :P

p.a 2
hoh im freaking hate the moment i answered this paper,reason??well it happen to be that the question is freaking easy..by the time i want to answer section d question i still have bout 2hours..suprise??it is..i gout bout 2hours more,but then i ruin my momentum as im confused with the graph question,im about to answer pai tong/pai bertingkat question yet i did some stupid mistake by thought they aint giving the exact year of the fact that taken and i choose to answer bar gabungan and theres i take too much time to answer as i hate bar!!!as right now i can only cross finger and ask for god mercy!

bm 2
again,ruin my paper..reason??i have fever and by the time i answered this paper i was like sweating like hell(sorry) yeah..and the essay is too easy till im clueless..duh however i manage to answer the essay..neway when i stare at the candidate next to me i was like freaking out as i saw she already answer the last section,and i was like trying to count my essay`s words and it happen to be that she starting with section b and ended with section a eventually my nervous drive me crazy and i was like numb and dont know what to do..what a psyco war!!
yet i manage to answer my paper..again,cross finger

bm1
hurm quite easy as the question is just average one..yerp thanks god they didnt asking too much bout the sebutan2,sengauan and so on since i have no idea how to answer this kind of question,after all im not the one who can tell u how to pronounce A like bibir bertemu gigi lidah dirapatkan ke lelangit lembut,pita suara begetar..duh what a toture..

sej 1
hurm thats it,freaking tough!! both tamadun dunia and tamadun islam really drive me crazy..when i read the question i was like crap i have no idea what should i write..after few seconds and after the deep breath then i slowly get the idea..manage to answer 4question each for tamadun dunia and tamadun islam

sej2
i guess sej 2 help me to cover my sejarah paper..as i barely knew the aswer for the sejarah malaysia`s question..but for sejarah asia im a bit lost yet still manage to answer,rely on this paper to cover my sej grade

p.a 1
thanks god that p.a1 is so easy to answer, even for the dasar2 question.. easier than monthly and trial`s exam..but there is 1 question that drive me crazy and make me cursed the mpm a lot...haha,the question is about dewan negara and the answer should be ii and iii yet theres no such answer..iv is out since it say that dewan negara lebih berkuasa dari dewan rakyat..i is out too since it says ahli dewan negara dipilih melalui pilihan raya..duh what a trick question

micro
thanks god the question is easy..again easier than our monthly and trial..reason??generally the question asking bout facts rather that math type..too bad since we always try to answer the math type and i though they will ask about all the marginal cost and so on yet they didnt asked bout it

macro
yup this paper is quite easy too since the question type is similar to what we have done in the class,im quite happy that i manage to answer the objective,essay and kuantitatif..

bottom line is im glad that stpm is over..gud luck to all..
time for a part time job..hehehe

life??

2008-11-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

A starbuck without a wifi service

A set of roti canai without a glass of teh tarik

A dish of chicken rice without its soup

A Hawaiian pizza without tomato paste and pineapple on it

A N95 Nokia without the GPS system

A Lamborghini without it speed

Manchester United without Ronaldo

duh i guess lifes really just like a ferries wheel,upside down..

in just a minute..

why??no clues!!

neway pakcik ade knal sowang neh kat tenet..so kawan la ngan si polan neh..kawan nye kawan,kekadang msg n kekadang lak chat then 1day tetiba si polan neh terus sepi je..ghaib!

pakcik pun mcm blur r sal tetiba lak die sepi je,pakcik ade wt salah ke??

so pakcik pun cuba2 gk la msg die gk konon keep in touch tp still xde cite

then 1day pakcik masuk je tenet comunity n pakcik nampak la si polan neh on9,pakcik pun tgur die tetap kaku xbls msg pakcik so pakcik pun abaikan je la..org xnk kwn kita xleh paksa kan?? kan???

p.s// kpd si polan[in case anda membaca] mintak maaf la ye kalo ade wt salah,neway calm down kalo pakcik ade wt salah kat memana just kasi tawu je..kalo xnk kwn pun ckp je..no worries xdenye nk marah..gud day!!

among the 80s and 90s

2008-11-01T03:34:00.000-07:00

80AN TO 90AN..PLZ READ THIS!!! saper ader lg pengalaman nk kongsi sila lah..................................................................................................KENANGAN KITA..

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 85-90an mesti ingatmase skola rendah dulu:

- kat skola ade salesman jual bukucerita.ari ni bg list, esok mintak duitbeli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.salesman susu pon camtu gak

kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tpjust tengok gamba je.bile ade programNilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.

- RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp ygberduit pon join RMT, x phm....

- pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpnblkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.

- main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utkpadam.padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk padam!

- pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlmade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm air tu.

- cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg.Adepemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgupgg pon kat situ

.- bulu ayam jd ramping krn seringdijadikan rotan

.- time pendidikan seni, lukis sume bolehtp bile time kaler sume hampeh.ade gakbuat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj la, ape la...

- main game 2D.super contra, supermario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.

- jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb boletuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.

- takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la pulak...

- balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang.Tora pon best gak.Beli se mata2 nakmainan, coklat die x mkn pon.

- Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan diekat tV bole tembak alien tu...

- Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,transformers, ninja turtles,Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.

jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2 xsmpt lyn bende2 ni.kite akan sentiasaberubah, cume asal-usul kite ygpermanent.huhu~ni la baru zaman kita kawan2

at-10-tion

2008-10-24T19:28:00.000-07:00

guys im sorry as i wont be able to update my blog for quite sometimes and perhaps starting from today..this is because the idea of 'exam is just around the corner' effect me so well that i have to start my study momentum..hahaha,thats exactly a mental toture for those who never start from the begining isn't it??thou i know im not really into 'study' yet but at least it will be a starting point for me..hehehe guees so :P

neway before i forget theres someting i would love to write in my blog..hurm what is it??crap im blank haha,ouh yeah bout my fellow sparkerls who spark together..hahah thats it,the so called 'u know who..' thats exacty what they using in their blog if im not mistaken,never thought they going to spark together..haha whatever it is they both rawk..at least they really spark off[ dont get me wrong with the 'spark off' word] and marcus really got the guts to ngorat her yea?? i wonder how he ngorat her,what ayat did he used when asking her for being her gf..

im happy for both of u yeh :P

i would love to put their pic in this entry but im afraid they will get angry..hahahha

those who sitting for exams,i would love to share some tips with u guys..

when suddenly u guys have no clues for the answer,remember this!!!

say the word AFIE for three times and eventually u`ll know the answer

this is because the word afie itself is very inspire and the most important thing is i would be ur 'ilham' hahahahha..dude im kiddin..

p.s// happy deepavali to all,may all ur dreams come true and may god bless yeh..

*pen off

backstabber

2008-10-18T01:48:00.001-07:00

they keep saying that friendship is priceless,thus we have to make sure that once we make that connection we must appreciated it..however im sick with those 2faces ppl who pretend to be good in front of u and somehow they turn to be evil and bitch[pardon me] when they`re behind u,why ppl have to be such plastic and pretend to be good??is it hard for them to be themself??someone that pure and will show their true colour without any fear??

im sick with those backstabber that will use me when only they need me

and backstab on me when they`re behind me...

if thats what friendship mean i rather have no friends than having such pretending+fake+big fat liar+bitch[again,pardon me] ppl surrounding me

and its true,sometimes ppl do warn us that in certain case ppl who is close to us are gonna be our next enemy and those who have some issue with us turn to be our guidance angel...

u got punked???

2008-10-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

guys..guess what??i got a misscalled from someone and i didnt notice his no then i call him back and he didnt answer me, so i text him and asking who is him exactly and then he misscalled me again so i call him and then he answer me,to my suprised theres a mak nyah voice and im just freaking out[like hell,erk excuse me]...crap seriously im freaking out and i ended the call and text him.."jgn kaco no neh or i`ll make a report.." then he text me back and said weh neh akulah and then i know who the one that kaco me and i was like crap dont u ever do that again...he freaking me out by doing that maknyah voice..waaaaaaaaaaaa i got punked man!!

tension bangat..

2008-10-15T06:14:00.001-07:00

urm my class ended kinda late around 5p.m i guess since we got a workshop for our history paper..get back and dush!! went to bed,suddenly got a call from my mum asking me if i want to tapau something and i was like kinda blur and freakin tired so i answered her nope..and as right now im starving [poor me],i went out just now to buy a dinner for me but dude suddenly its raining like cat and dog,heavy!!

and it happen to be that the stall is closed and i get home just like that..as right now i just made a cup of hot choc..haih.. -_-!

the best song that suits me very well right now is bad day i guess..hahaha

minor operation???

2008-10-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

urm my dad have done his minor operation last week..and it kinda like mental toture for me to look at the scar..duh its freaking me out,if i could feel the pain by looking at the scar i wonder how does my dad feel by having that operation,however he did tell me that its hurt when it comes to dressing part,when he have to clean the scar every morning..hurm sigh..and last saturday we went to the hospital alor star as my dad has been refered to that hospital and the doc suggested my dad to go to the hukm and do the operation there as my dad have a tumor near to the buah pinggang or what idk..hurm

pictures

2008-10-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

wheres the fire???

2008-10-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

hurm pardon me but i just wanna write in bahasa melayu as right now,so sorry guys..i just get home from the hospital..fetching my mum as she work at the hospital tuanku fauziah,technicaly i mean..then i went to my dad as he is admitted since 2days ago..but thats no thet issue right now,well theres a patient and he has a visitior,they have a lil chat then..suddenly his phone rang and he answer the call..while he on the phone that patient is doing his stuff which is smoking means that he brake the law as theres a sign do not smoking..and somehow the doc which is female doc and very young at the early 20 i guess come to us and said..nape saya ade bau rokok ar??ade org isap rokok???and that uncle azahari which is still on the phone answered her that dh padam pun api rokok..dh lama dh padam,then die pun sambung cakap dlm telefon..ngan slumber badak nye doc tuh marah2 leh ckp sini kawasan laragan merokok ye,ade sign tuh..tolong jangan merokok kami boleh saman..pakcik tuh pun ckp arh,yer2 sori..then die sambung ckp dlm telefon die,and u know what??that young doc dgn slumber badak leh ckp "jangan kurang ajar sgt cakap dalam telefon masa cakap ngan saya.."ape punya bodo la doc neh...dude,even smoking tuh salah xreti ke nk tegur elok2??and btw org yg cik marah tuh sket pun xsalah,cuma in order to cover my dad die sesaja ngaku salah..xsangka betul org yg educated yg leh jd doktor boleh kurang ajar sampai camtuh skali..xboleh ke nk jd profesional sket??perlu ke nk tegur org yg lebey tua dri ko sampai camtu skali..agak2 la nk tegur org dgn lebey tua dgn cara camtuh..HOSPITAL TUANKU FAUZIAH perlu amik perhatian,anda memiliki pekerja yg sangat tidak profesional dan lansung tak beradab tlg la ajar tentang etika percakapan yer...
betul la ape org slalu ckp..kekadang org yg educated neh lebih teruk daripada org yg xberapa educated...

hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada...

2008-10-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

"hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada.."

thats quote taken from kami the movie,duh i went to the film just now to watched that movie,KAMI..and guess what??my friend and i went to the film at 2 somethings drive my mum`s car and we reached there around 3.30 and it happen to be that the movie just started(3.15) so we have to take 6.15p.m ticket,and yeah we did.

the reason why i watched the movie is because the background itself is about teenagers life and the conflict among them and perhaps the actors itself look kinda cool thou

hehehe..however in the middle of the story

my friend and i found out that the movie is a bit slow and a bit bored thou

however we just stay back as my friend dont want to wasted his money as he the one who buy the ticket(yeah its on the house,thanks buddy) ..at the end of the day that movie teach me something which is friendship is priceless..yeah its hard for us to have a friend like abu,ali, and the rest...

neway i give 3 1/2 stars out of 5stars

cuti[raya] dah nk habis??

2008-10-02T19:07:00.000-07:00

dude its too sad that school break just gonna end just like that,time goes too fast in fact damn fast! yeah its true since i feel like just yesterday i did the aidilfitri parayer and somehow today is friday and my school break just gonna end.

hurm u know what does it mean??it means that our time is running out as we only have a very limited times to do our study and stuff before we sit for stpm exam..

crap..i hope i could break the leg this time..

neway to all stpms candidate gud luck to u and may all ur dreams come true

god bless yeah!!

ps// thanks to my fellow sparkerls;uncle lee,eliza,tyra,and marina for ur concern guys..its kwel when received a hari raya wish from u guys..keep rockin yeah !!

raya

2008-10-01T23:51:00.000-07:00

urm today is raya kedua,urm wonder how many raya we have

hahaha..so its quite ok i guess,freaking tired thou,yesterday we have a family gathering at my house,crap i forget to take a picture..dowh..

neway here some pic of me with my cousin`s daughter and their son..

erika and me

again with erika

ariil

raziq akif

face of raya???

raayyyaaaaaaaaAAaaa!!!~

2008-09-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

yeah,in the mood of hari raya!!!

am i??lol,i dont think so

somehow im not really into it

crap,raya+exam=MATI

hahaha nice quatation isnt it???

neway i want to wish slamat ari raya

to all muslim out there

enjoy ur raya

and save drive !!!!

save drive:to all malaysian since its going 2 be holiday season

bad boy???

2008-09-21T18:22:00.000-07:00

hurm today i didnt go to school.
wait i went to school but i fly back and yeah thats why im a bad boy
reason?last week the whole class plan 'next week ak xmo g skola..aku pun..sama r'
and as the result the whole class didnt go to school but u know when someone jarang wat jahat
he is afraid to do so and will have doubt,so do i..hahah
so i went to school coz im afraid our teacher might call us the next day
yet when i went to school im freaking bored and dude
does teacher gonna teach me since i am alone??then i fly lorh
hurmm...
hopefuly 2morrow nothings happen
prayin to god!!!

wait before i forget
im heard people talking bout lailatul qadar,
they said it happened last night
hurm means that i missed lailatul qadar,again poor me..
neway i do feel like last night is lailatul qadar coz i could feel the different compared to other night
urm if u guys wonder what im talkin bout here is some info bout lailatul qadar

basically the Night of Decree or Night of Measures, is the anniversary of two very important dates in Islam that occurred in the month of Ramadan. It is the anniversary of the night Muslims believe the first verses of the Qur'an were revealed to Prophet Muhammad.
Shia Muslims believe also that this night is when their fate in the following year is decided and hence pray for God all night long and pray for mercy and salvation. This practice is called Ehyaa
The verses above regard the Night as better than one thousand months. The whole month of Ramadan is a period of spiritual training wherein believers devote much of their time to fasting, praying, recitating the Qur'an, remembering God, and giving charity. However because of the revealed importance of this night, Muslims strive harder in the last ten days of Ramadan since the Laylat al-Qadr could be one of the odd-numbered days in these last ten (the first, third, fifth, or seventh). Normally, Muslims would perform an i'tikaf in the mosque (i.e they remain in the mosque for the last ten days at a strech) for prayers and recitation.

tagged

2008-09-20T23:57:00.001-07:00

I plak kena tag(2nd times)
Now is my turn to tag my friends!
Check it out :

1.The last person to tag you is
marina..sorry marcus i tot i wanna replied ur tag but then marina tag me
2in1 :P

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
Fellow Sparker!

3.Your first impression towards him/her?
haa she is kwel love her attitude kinda sopan nye gurl heheh...lembut je :P

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
no idea,at the end of spark prog baru kita org knal each other heheh
guess im not that friendly huh???sorrry

5.The most memorable word that he/she has say to you?
ur last entry is well writen and i though she is venuga and thats why that word r memorable...lol

6.If he/she becomes your lover,you will...
pengsan???no offence hehe

7.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
frozen

8.If he/she becomes your lover,he/she has to improve on..
next!

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is...
next!

10.The most desirable thing to do for he/she is?
belanja cup cake??...

11.The overall impression to he/she is....
sweet gurl kinda like gurl next door

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
anti-social???hahaha...

13.The character you like of yourself is?
certainly my secret!

14.On contrary,the character you hate of yourself is?
then u know my weakest point aite??xbley...

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
hurm no idea!!!

16.For the person who cares and likes you,say something about them.
love u too and i know u cares n like me coz im adorable hahahah

17.Ten people to tagi
1.marcus
2.marina
3.cd
4.taira
5.amin
6.ryan
7.eliza
8.sheryl
9.ada
10.cyrus

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
haa..no idea huhu

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
last time i checked,male

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
haha certainly...

21.How about number 5 and 8?
they barely know each other lorh

22.What is number 1 studying about?
biznez if im not mistaken!

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
within a week i guess?

24.Is number 4 a single?
i dont think so,she has a husband,fiance,bf,part time bf,scandal..hahaha

25.Talk something about 2
urm marina is way too cool :P

thats it :P

lazy

2008-09-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

hurm im kinda lazy of posting my entry lately
hahaha..maybe coz i have nothing interesting to write??maybe!
dude i already have my result for my trial but of coz only for certain papers lorh
hurm overall is just so so(average lorh) but for certain paper im getiing better
hahaha guess so,
well for general paper(paper1) i only got A-, history(paper1) A-;paper 2 B- (turn to be b+ for history) urm what else??? owh yeah for bahasa i got B+ for paper 2 and B- for paper1 means that B for bahasa(duh my paper 2 dh makin baik but for my paper 1 somehow makin poor!!)
neway for economy paper i`ve no idea what will happen but so far i know that i score 20+ for my objective question for both macro and micro(btw theres 30questions for objective :P)

neway out of these 4 papers that im takin i know i break the leg for my general paper
as i always score either A- or A for my general paper for setiap exam im takin(i mean so far la)
so bangga hahaha... :P

p.s/ dont u ever study for ur exam saja..hahahha otherwise u will be like me (po0r!!)

oh btw i have 1week to go and then i`ll celebrate eidulfitri aid a.k.a hari RayA!!!
haahah cant wait,and then i will have a school break for a week but wait,this is my third or fourth raya that i bet i wont enjoy at all as i know after end of the break i got only two weeks then walawehhh STPM!!! yeah u heard me STPM! so how on earth im goin to enjoy myself???
for god sake i hope my raya aint bored at all!!
p.s/ i have no baju raya for this year coz i dont feel like i want to have thou
but i bought levis jeans a week ago and it cost me 2oo+ and now i become pokai
only got 20 note in my wallet,so nyone want to give me uit raya???hahha plzzzzz...

neway to all fellow sparkerls gud luck in ur exam!!
may god bless u and may all ur dreams come true
and to all muslim out there!!
Selamat Hari Rayaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
heheheh :P

memories

2008-09-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

guys can u spot the place??

workplace at the d`house(DiGi`s HQ)

that italian restaurant,me with raj

we are busiAn

my awesome group,DanCe
farhan and lee practiced for their firework

our supper!

yaya and Me

diva,yellowman and afiE

again, yaya and mE

p.s/i bought the card reader last night so that i could transfer these pic to my pc,it cost me 45bucks,sigh!

my trial exam is finished

2008-09-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

yeah u heard me guys..my trial is officially finished today,and my last paper is macro

neway it supposed to be macro but then im repeate my muet exam then it turn to be muet paper .well pic above is my classroom and its not a typical classroom since we been provided with 2airconds,im glad i take form6 at this skwel..hahahah :P,yet i have to sit at the front as im the 1st candidate in my school then i cant really feel the air cond lorh,sigh!

..thats my place,i hate the chair as it make me looks shorter and i cant really see the whiteboard

well today paper is quite tough thou,i though i would be fine with macro since i breaked the leg for my micro paper but sadly its quite tough.neway my teacher asked me bout my micro test,how im doing and she even asked why nobody go and see her asking bout trial exam

so i said to her that i thought she wont give us any clue,she said she will but no1 meet her.she even told us that she made that trial question..hahaha

poor us huh???

the most f****** paper would be muet

lorh,i hate that i sit for muet again

i even regret that i choose to sit for it

neway its not like my previous result is bad it just that my essay for last muet test turn to be wrong as i didnt mention what my stand either im pro or cons with the statement,

my aswer is i rather said im neutral as theres pro and cons

eventually my result to be average too

hahaha,i got band4 for my test and sadly i only need few marks to get band5

i believe that if i answered the essay question correctly then i will get band5

thats why i choose to retake my muet and as right now im regret of it

sigh!!

lesson for today is think deeply before u make any decision :P

bad day

2008-09-11T21:21:00.000-07:00

hurm,
recently our region has become more complicated
even worse our politic scenario has become more dirty and lots of PROPAGANDA.
and the latest one is about datuk ahmad`s statement,hurm
he said something about chinese and indian people where i rather not to talk bout it
no offence my fren it might be the real fact of our history but again
he should know that we live in multiracial country and as a MP he should know that he souldnt
talk like that.
what kind of MP with that kind of attitude,he got no manner when he talk like that.
yet,can he define true malaysian??from what i have lernt from my history paper
even malay people are not truly malaysian as we comes from other part in this world.
my uncle told me once that my great2 grandparents comes from natherlands(kononnye my great2 grandparents is ducth)and thats why i hate durian.well,thats what he told me
but i also found out that i have indonesia+thailand+arabic`s blood in me,so who am i??am i the original citizen of malaysia??only god knows!!

few days ago,i dropped at my fellas blog and i read her entries bout her feeling towards that statement,
yeah i know how it feel when people talk something bad to u,even malay people has been critic with the melayu mudah lupa`s poem.
theres also another fact that most of us didnt know bout the royal family and i wonder does datuk ahmad brave enough to speak out the fact??
neway the reason why i wrote this is just that i feel sorry and im ashamed of our MP..and i wonder what will happen if someome from the opposite party came out with that kind of statement,i guess our government will attack that person brutaly.

well my teacher used to say;politic itself is clean but politician is dirty,and i guess their job is to make other party look bad and theres no wrong or right when it comes to that dirty job.

whats going on??

2008-09-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

nah it feel like a year since i posted my last entries
sorry guys im a bit bz with my trial exam and so on

so whats goin on??
well it happen to be ramadhan right now
means that im fasting
and this month it also happen to be raining most every day
and the word TIRED never poetray on my face or even my body language
(kononnye..hahaha)

ha,yesterday i went to d state library to do my revision
since i`ve my history`s test today
(with my fellas neway)
when we want to get out since we finish our study
i forget to hand back the book that i used(it belong to d`library)
and guess what???d`sensor at the entrance buyik dow..
hahahah...shit,at the moment i could thinking bout nothing except that
crap,im busted
what a shame lorh,theres a pakcik and he asked me what goin on and
did i stold something
and i was like shit i do nothing
and then he want me to open my bag then i realize that i bring the book with me
duh and he was like bla bla bla..i said to him im sorry its not like i want to stold the book
but i forget to put it back and i said if i want to(stold i mean)i wont do it on ramadhan while im fasting..duh

and then he asked me to wrote my name, home add and stuff
and after that i just apologise and go away..

p.s// today paper is quite tough,dont know what will happen with my grade hopefuly i brake d`leg

final day

2008-08-28T23:06:00.000-07:00

hurm,at last..
final day, here we come..the day that we have to present our project the day that we have to perform..from the early morning me myself could feel the aura,the dark clouds heheh..yeah u heard me.. :P
our last exercise is yoga..yup yoga
guess what??theres only few person that followed the yoga class,and the rest?? i dont know lorh hehhe..hurm by 8a.m we already pack our stuff i mean our luggage and head to the d`house..thats the beginning of the sadness hehe :P

when it comes to the project presentation everyones enjoy the moment..our presentation begin with the drama team..(wait i cant tell which team comes 1st)however each group rawk the town hall..i bet

and for the song writing!!
u guys got the talent lol..heheh
neway this is their masterpiece

i dont really want to leave this place

i dont want my friends to see me cry

i know that each one of u`r the best

we need something to spark our soul

all of us are the best

we gonna spark above the rest

i dont want our time to go to waste

its time for us to start sparkling our soul

i want to be in spark forever

to me its fine and always special

i want to be sparkling everyday how

i hope i will start eternaly

you might think i'm,i'm done and over

but i'll keep trying,im moving foward

you'll read my mind

if you give me the chance and i'll never

let you down..just let me try

and as for our team( danCe ),we rawk the stage..hahaha ( proud lorh )

cd;great job man..yaya; very the sopan huh??? ryan; u rawk man,missed ur choreography lol hehehe, eliza;missed u lorh..and for the rest??whatever it is u guys rawk man..each of u..no need to mention aite??

nah which team is the havoc 1??which team always be a superstar??(in the term of take a lot of pic of coz) hahahha...

and after that we have a group photo shoot..hurm what a memories...

..everyone hugging each other..

..some of the sparkers cried..

..we keep remind each other to keep in touch..

..some of us hide the sadness..

even the parents could see how close we are even thou the camp only take 5days..

people come into your life for a reason ,a season or a lifetime.When u know which one it is,you will know what to do for that person.When someone in ur life for a REASON,it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty,to provided u with a guidence or spiritually..They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for a reason that you need them to be.Then,without any wrongdoing person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled,their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share,grown or lern.They bring you and experience of peace or make you laugh.They may teach you something you have never done.They usually give you and unbeleivable ammount of joy.Belive it,it is real.But only for a SEASON.LIFETME relationships teach you lifetime lesson,things u must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.Your job is to accept the lesson,love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and area of your life.It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.Thank you for being part of my life,wheather you were a reason,a season or a lifetime...

4th day

2008-08-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

one day to go and we are free..nah who said we are free?? we going back to skwel la hahahaha..sad aite?? (lower 6,u can die.upper 6,u just die lorh!! taken from edwin :P)

in the morning we have dance class..hurm quite kwel thou as theres a fight between gurl and boy and the most crazy,bitchy,kwel dance goes to meor and yaya..hahahha..they freaking me out(am i?? lol)

at the d`house we have our final workshop which is Drama/Theatre and Expression Through Speech by Chris Ng and Edwin Sumen..i could say that this workshop is rawk 2..hehe,lernt bout expression and body language..the mentors??they rawk the town hall..heheh

Edwin Sumun is a renowned actor, creative director and the founder of Sumunda. After studying, acting and winning awards in Germany and the USA,
he returned to Malaysia where he became very involved in the local entertainment scene and was dubbed the "next big thing in theatre".

Sumun has become well-known in Malaysia and the region for his critically acclaimed works in theatre, films, television programs and commercials

For the past 10 years, Chris Ng has volunteered for various NGOs working on empowerment,

developments and educational programmes for children and youth.

He encourages and educates youth about HIV/AIDS through their participation in

theatre arts. He has been awarded the United Nations (Malaysia) Award 2003

and Daimler Chrysler Red Ribbon Media Award 2004 for his outstanding and creative works in

education youth on HIV/AIDS using theatre and drama as mediums.

3rd day

2008-08-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

as usual,we start our day with an exercise and for the 3rd day we have Body conditioning..hurm even thou we just did a very light movement but i could feel the pressure lol..hahaha (maybe because i havent go to the fitness like LEE..neway lee u go to d`fitness aite???)

im sorry but i have to admit that its quite bored thou for the kinda motivation talk that we`ve to followed..sorry to Frank, Safura, Edwin and others..i wish i could show my respect toward the speaker that u guys invited.. (nah dont get me wrong, i do respesct them it just that it didnt poetry on my face..sorii)

however i could say that the next workshop is quite kwel too..
why?? coz our next workshop is song writing by mia pelencia(her voice r so kwel as she make ada cry by her voice with a song call sayang)
btw,we have to write a song by using a ghost song and as for me..i just collaborate with my fella,yaya..huuhu and to my suprise mia call my name and i`ve to present my song on the stage and thanks god yaya do me a favour by sing our song (otherwise i might hear someone asked me to go back and practice..rotfl)

workshop: Song Writing and Expression Through Words

A woman with many talents, Mia Palencia is a singer songwriter, jazz crooner, voice actor, public speaker and occasionally a theatre personality. She began her career at the tender age of 14 as the other half of well-known local jazz act Double Take with whom she has released two albums. Her talents have taken her around the world ; she has sung for kings, been a public speaker and vocalist and most recently a voice actor for cartoons.

what for dinner?? : middle-east lorh..( arabian ) instead of just enjoy the meal we also enjoy the belly dancing..

2nd day

2008-08-28T20:02:00.000-07:00

whats going on??well we start our day with kickboxing class..hurm its quite kwel i guess since i never thought that kickboxing could be one of the exercise routine..neway after finish the class then we take our breakfast and be prepaired for our day at the d`house..( well mostly we spent our day at the d`house actually..agak best ar ) nah its better for me to skipped the suam-suam kuku part k..hehe

on 2nd day we have a workshop with mr.Guna..dance workshop to be exact,since im one of the dancers the workshop is quite kwel as we have a workshop with our own mentor thou everyone take part in this workshop, we lernt bout dance and expression through movement and i bet everyone enjoy the workshop ( if u guys didnt enjoy the workshop just pretend u guys like it k :P,support me lorh...)

here is a bit bout mr.guna; Guna is an award winning dancer and choreographer who specializes in Indian Classical (South Indian and Odissi) and Contemporary Dance. He has won the Boh Cameronian Award for Best Solo Perfomer and will be performing in Carnegie Hall in New York this autumn

best part; dinner!

what for dinner???nah we have indian cuisine..at walk thru India restaurant if im not mistaken ( neway it just copy n paste,taken from ryan) hehehe

1st day at spark!

2008-08-28T18:12:00.000-07:00

Since i reached shah village at 1.15 (i guess )then i`ve no idea whose going to be my roomate but kak sal did tell me that farhan going to be my roomate and he from sabah.i slept, and at 6 something i wake up and have a small talk with farhan n diva (who also happen to be my roomate) .we went to gazebo and take our breakfast then kak sal and emily comes to us and have a lil chat..nah i forget to mention that im also meet frank and fakhrul..we went to registration and do the ice breaking..we have a tour at the d`house and it happen to be very kwel place to visit thou,freaking kwel place to be exact..the colours the ,interior mixed wery well..love that place,and the digizen ppl??they are very nice..at night,we have our dinner at some italian restaurant..and d`spark team have some suprise for us i mean to kikilala of coz,the birthday`s gurl..theres a cake for her..nice aite??

Theres some question that we`ve to answer that night

what are ur impression of the day??
Freaking awesome thou..lol so many freaking word in here,sorry guys :P
Frankly said i didn`t expect that we are going to the italian restaurant for our dinner and what a suprise to celebrated kikilala`s birthday ...what a moment aite..spark team rawk!!~

what ur expectation for the week..
hurm its going to be a very tough week i guess..as we got too much activities to be done,however i bet its going to be very interesting thou..

sorry guys,forget to mention that we also have our 1st workshop..huhu

Photography and Expression Through Images by Asyraf Lee..

he shows us his work which happen to be very kwel pic thou..he is gifted and very talanted person..in fact he being pro at the early 20..what an achievement aite??

Asyraf Lee, at 20 years of age, is probably the youngest professional photographer in Malaysia who specialises in portraiture. A son of Ivy League teachers, Asyraf was on his way to becoming an Electrical Engineer when he discovered his passion for photography. Asyraf's numerous clients range from celebrities to large corporations

neway heres the menu ..

spaghetti Alfredo

penne all'arrabita

bruschetta with tomato olive

toppings

and caeser salad

farfella spinach sauce

baked panettone with caramel sauce

sparkers --> firework

2008-08-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

duh today is 23.08.08..a day after the spark workshop..i just reached home last night at 12.10 a.m..and how??nah since theres no ticket for me and the png gurl[ada n sheryl] then spark team decided to sent us home..first we droped the gurl at their house in png..one in gelugor and d other 1 in georgetown near to the p.ramlee house..and then our destination is my home in perlis.theres 2 abg which i already forget their name..sorry..

neway this morning hamsa the doc just text me and she like ' afiieeeee..good morning..dah sampai perlis k?dun tel me ur still sleepin..wake up go exercise..' and i just nah she missed me already hahaha sory hamsa :P
we texing each other for few minutes..and few hours later i keep received a text frm other spakers...and for the record im touched by their text..

this is some of the text that i received;

"my tears roll down now:[ im havin a great memories with all of u!plz. always remember me frenz.sy dh anggap korang cm abg n kakak sndiri,u guys rock"

"if i die plz take out my heart,before burn my body n keep that safe.i dont care for the heart,but i care for u all.who is inside my heart :) our frenship will continue forever"

"...5days together,laughing,singing,dancing always together..hmm..suddenly we need to say goodbye..ahh.what a hard day.."

"u all my best fellow ever la.our frenship is tough as a great wall of china we been`ve been choosen by god 2 know each other..i hope our friendship will last eternally and forever ever.."

duh what a text right??

frankly said they make my day become even priceless..thanks god the spark team choose me and thanks to my parents they encourage me to be one of the spakers..
from the bottom of my heart digi[always the smarter choice] has make a great desicion by organise this spark! and the spark team as emily,vivian,kak sal and others..u guys rock our day..

as for our mentors Edwin Sumun, Chris Ng, Guna, Mia Palencia, and Asyraf lee..thanks for sharing ur talents and ur experiences as the saying goes sharing is caring
and to the sparkers..thanks for the sweetest memories.. u guys are super duper extremly freaking kwel..hope to see each of u soon..
who knows,we could have a reunion very soon..

p.s // i will write the stories behind the spark..according to each day we r there..but u`ve to wait till my photos is uploaded..sorry guys!!!~

what a day

2008-08-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

waddup guys??hehe it have been so long after i wrote the previous entries..
neway for the record i just want to tell you guys that im created this blog because i would like to participate in a workshop sponsored by digi..its call spark!
in order to participate in this program we have to register with spark central and then we have to submit a blog and the team at the spark central will choose 60 of the entries to follow the workshop..

guess what???
i`m one of the participant that have been selected to join the spark program!!
its kwel aite?? i bet u guys wonder what i`m talking about..
nah keep reading my blog so that u could follow my whole spark`s story..

neway,wish me luck!!!~

50 dollar

2008-08-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

Well, honesty is the values that count. Money by itself has no value and it takes the brain to utilize so as to make the money valuable

As a Muslim, what is a 50 dollar note when it involve the question of faith, believe and teaching of Islam.

So if I will come to across to a 50 dollar note lying by the roadside I’ll take the money and donate to the neediest like ‘ MAKNA’ or to the orphanage’s home as we are able, healthy, and capable to earn our income. In moral to take the opportunity while there are many more out there that needs help.

The value maybe small but it brings a great meaning. So as the saying goes charity begin at home.

15 years later…

2008-08-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

We’re talking about something that going to happen in the future.
Where am I in the next 15 years?
What am I going to be?
How do I look like? Is it with a moustache? A beard? A long or a short hair?

Nah, I have no idea on what will happen to me in the next 15 years. But I guess I could see or may I say I could imagine what I will be.

A common prediction is, I might have a family. A 34 years old guy with a good job and a kid or should I say kids? Hahaha…

It’s so nice to imagine how do I look like in the future. By the age of 34 years old, I really hope that, I’ve do my hajj. Achieving my goals, and make my parents proud of me. By that day, I will have my own house, my own CRV and have no debt in banks. (Debt is not good for our economy! Remember that!)

May I live in a happy ever after ending?

Only GOD knows.

But I’ll make sure all my goals, mission and vision will be accomplish.

My passion.

2008-08-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

As what have I wrote in previous entry, I love to talk and I am totally and definitely in love with debate and arguing people. Thus, my passion is certainly something to do with law or perhaps something to do with the need for me to meet with others and discuss with them which eventually will improve my critical thinking like in diplomatic field.

I love seeing a lawyer were present his case, the way he manipulate the fact and persuade the juries. Thus make me keep up with the drama series that have something to do with law like Philly, Judging Amy, and of course the one and only The Practice.

Also not forgetting a movie call exorcism of the Emily Rose as they show me the life of a lawyer and the story behind the court.

It eventually make me built my confident and my self esteem as I begin to learnt on how to speak out and stand up in front of the public without any fear even though sometimes I might be asked with a question that me myself might not have the answer. Even though it just a drama and it is not a reality but their acting is so good and makes me impressed. Starting from that I begin to take part in the public speaking competition, debate, forum and poem recital and I begin to fall in love with it. I used to represent my school in those competitions and I love the moment I present my case. It is something that I could not describe the way I feel. It just that I feel great when people were listens to my talk, pay their attention with their eyes on me.

However it was my past, today I am in form 6 and I do have a subject that has something to do with law in generally which are a general paper. We also learn about the constitution, parliament, the election and much more. By learning all this new stuff I become more interested in law and diplomacy field.

By learning this subject, I now realize about the structure of our country. I’m alert about the entire scenario around me. Now days, reading only one newspaper are not relevant anymore. We ourselves should have read lots of article, news and read a journal. A benefit by doing this is, I’m improve my knowledge about what is going on in our region, nation and surrounding.

The newspaper itself and the news cannot fool us anymore. In fact, I become more aware on what I am read. Well, it might be a part of my preparation of achieving my goals becomes a lawyer or an ambassador.

It is great if I could pursue my passion. So I make up a goal for it which is I am going to score my general paper besides my history paper so that I could further my study in law or perhaps course that have something to do with diplomatic. I might choose International Relationship at the university and maybe one day I could achieve my goal by become a lawyer or perhaps an ambassador.

My best day

2008-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

Life is just like a ferries wheel, up and down

One day you are happy and one day you are sad...

Without that our life is going to be just black and white, means that there are no colours.
It just like:-

A starbuck without a wifi service
A set of roti canai without a glass of teh tarik
A dish of chicken rice without the soup
A Hawaiian pizza without tomato paste and pineapple on it
A N95 Nokia without the GPS system
A Lamborghini without it speed
Manchester United without Ronaldo

Thus make our life just black and white, just plain

So in short, everyone in this world have their bad day and best day
I’m also have my own best day and what make it as my best day ever??

I have to say that my best day ever is going to be the day that I joined PJKN program which stand for ‘Program Jati diri Kesukarelaan Nasional’.this is because I have the opportunity to meet with other student from different school and mixed with people who came from different background and institutions.

There, we learned about volunteer stuff and we also been taught to be independent and how important the teamwork are. Joining the program takes me out from my comfort zone and taught me thousand and one experience I never had before.

First time in my life, I’d have my own adopted family. I learn new things, live in a new environment, and see the world crystal clear out of my boundaries. I’ve been taught how tough the world is, how hard I should work to grab what I want I want, and it does make me to appreciate the things I have now.

I might be not realize it, appreciate all the precious things I have if I wasn’t there. Praise to be upon Allah for the chance given. Entering the other side of the world open my eyes widely about something else is happen outside there. And I’m one of the luckiest one with a comfortable life, a lovely parents who always support me in every single things without any argument.

The program is excel on realizing me about the world am I going to face later on. How tough the task of my life I’m taken with to be what I want to be in the future.

That was the best days I ever had with a precious moment couldn’t be forget, and the friendship that everlasting and the experience couldn’t be grab at some other place.

My sixth sense???

2008-08-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

Well don’t get me wrong,when I say my sixth sense its not like I have a gift to see those paranormal thing but what I try to say is my creative talent.

To be exact and frankly said me myself don’t know what is my creative talent but I have to say that from my point of view I may say part of me do have a creative talent in term of manipulating facts and persuade others with my talk.
The best describe is im quite good in public speaking and anything that have to do with it.
Its not a major problem for me to have a debate with other even though when we talk about politic with someone who are older than me,this is because I found that politic is quite interesting.Thus turn me to be someone that could mix or participate in a conversation that discuss about politic.

Since I do have a creative talent,I bet you guys wonder how I express myself..

Hurm..mostly when we have a group discussion in the classroom I will be the one who stand in the front and give a talk then answer all the question.in addition i`m also be a chairperson when we have an assembly and certain ceremony.I`m also represent my school in a public speaking competition and debate competition.
My best day ever?i`ve been pronounce as a best debator and there`s a moment when i`ve represent my school for public speaking that organize by BPR.my topic for that day is ‘Combating corruption is a collective responsibility’,however it turn me down cause I didn’t have much time to mesmerize my speech.

Something that make me proud that day is when the chief`s judges come to the front and comment the participants he did compliment me as he said im quite good in public speaking and it is pleasant to listen to my talk and guess what?? He did asked in front of the audience is im still there or not.In fact,one of the judges did come to me and said its hard for them to make a decision on letting which participant to represent the state of perlis in the national lavel.

I wish I do have a photo to shows you but what can I say I don’t have any

colours and me!

2008-08-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

What cheer up your days?

Ice cream? Cakes? Watching movie? Let me tell you guys otta there something? The thing that I've just found and realize it could define your true colour.

When you are wearing something, when you are choosing a colour of your wall, of your clothes is actually define your personality.

Every colour came out with a different meaning. It shows our personality and who we are. The exactly us? I don't know? Judge it by yourself and tell me about that. For me myself, I found it quite true. It does tell me about my personality. A little bit true.

Black + Green + Blue = Me

Why black?

This is because I'm not really into changes as I already suit with my style, attitude or even my alter ego. Even though I'm not really into changes but I definitely love something challenging. For instance the challenge to encounter the new environment.

When I make a decision, I definitely hard to take it back. It surely wont be changed except it have to and it takes to..

Green?

The colour suit me very well. Perfect! Into the size!

Green is equal to peaceful. The equation is, Green = Peaceful = Confident

Blue

A bit choosy. Arts is a part of me.

Blue suits me very well..i have no idea why i`m into blue but it happen to be my favourate colour..

u can tell me the meaning behind of this colour,plz :)

the one and only me!!

2008-08-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

What it takes to be the one with a name of Afifi Nordin?

A cup of headstone
A tea spoon of shyness
A table spoon of ego
A jug of courage
A cube of serious
A bowl of ambitous

First of all, prepaired a bowl of ambitious, then add up a cup of headstone and stir it to mix well. After that, put a tea spoon of shyness until the colour of the ingredient become contrast. In equation it will be,

a bowl of ambitious + a cup of headstone + a tea spoon of shynes = my atitude

Which mean, it turn me to be the one who always focus on my goal, working hard to achieve my mission with all the prepairation no matter what's going to happen, yet I'm also known as a headstone person.

Why? As I always stand on my thought, and I always believe on myself, my capabilities to achieve my goals and turn my dream become a reality. In contrast, sometime my shynes will appear when I meet with new successful and ambitious guys around me. However, it takes me to working harder and harder every single minute to be like them. A successful person in their life.

A table spoon of ego + A jug of courage + A cube of serious = personality

Yes, i've been grown up to be a laydown person with an ego. A table spoon of ego takes me to be eager on archieving my dreams. It take a jug of courage to mix with. As a youngest in my sibling I have to prove that me myself are better like others in every single thing. Academic is the priority as for now.

That's why, when the equation of :-

personality + atitudes = ME

And that's what it takes to be ME!!

The one who should focus!

The one who should prove himself!

The one who dare to be the best among others.

Bottom line, I'm one of the kind...